Sorry Fang Kai I copy u LOL!!

Dream Girl..... *Yea...I even plagiarise his title.LOL*

Every straight guy have this in their respective minds.*Yes,but that makes us completely sane and we're not a bunch of sorry perverts.lol* I guess reading right off Fang Kai's blog made me want to type this out as well.Since all I can think of is Anatomy and Physics at the moment,I may as well take time off to find my normal human life.

I suppose 'her' is just suppose to be normal.Thats all I ask for.Not Lala,not overly cute *Thats disgusting,why do sum girls want to make their eyes look big in pictures!?*,not overly pretty with make ups and the list goes on.*Please dun burn my wallet. >_<*

Oh yeah and I hope she dun eat green papers while she's on diet *Lolz*.Perhaps slightly innocent,sporting and cheerful would help us match better.I hope she shares my passion for dancing as well *Besides the fact that I write poems for her*.I hate people that are sumtimes too random in a wrong way *I refuse to explain this but yeah...go figure*.

I really have no idea how Im gonna meet her though.Unlike Fang Kai and his football match idea,I got none *How funny.For once I actually got no idea for this kind of thing.. -____-;;*.Well I hope we can meet on good terms and leave a nice 1st impression.Like maybe in the Library or the printing machines and have a chat there?Then perhaps a meal in the canteen or maybe just a casual talk anywhere?Hmm....But frankly I'd love to show her my side of dancing *Hoho...Why do most girls dun believe I can dance.Is it bcuz of my glasses? zzzZZ*.And maybe bring her to a concert where Im performing at? *Like Mlm Cough Cough Bakat Cough*.I've always dreamt of a picnic or breakfast at her place instead of anything like a movie cuz thats too normal.

Well so far I've been in Uni for quite sumtime.I cant say I havent met any nice girls fitting the description above.It was a nice talk with them until this came up : "How old are you?"

Then GG.Cuz I always appear to have a 1 infront of the double digit while they appear to have a 2 infront of their digit.lol! All efforts end in vain and are laughed by my Uni frens *Damn u larhhhh!!* .They always laugh loudly saying relax boy ur only 19.Wtf..I'll just hold onto what I have now *My books* and see if anything comes up along my life. =_=

Well back to books..thats why the title is DREAM girl.Cuz its meant to be a dream,a mirage.lol!

And yeah,the audition date is on the 6th of July.Hyungs!!! PLS FINISH THE SORRY SORRY DANCE IF WE ARE TO PERFORM FOR MLM BAKAT!!!!!

Till then,

From Micky

Moment

Im currently pushing towards the finals for Sem 1.Im juz giving my best aim and shot at this before going through the gate at the airport check in counter.Although so Im always distracted by petty things.Eg : Team Fortress 2 *Ma De,86.6 hrs of gameplay in 2 WEEKS.You THINK!??? Omg =_=* ,My home,Being homesick and missing IX and my friends and the list goes on...

Im juz being torn apart from all sides cuz too much is happening in this short period of time.Frankly I went through anatomy (Most of the major mm minus the nerves and arteries and ligs.),physics Im at the last chapter and human bio I din even give a shit including HLSC-1000.
Im just losing the mood to study cuz the ticket back is right infront of me...

And I had the most F@#$ed up dream last night.I dreamt I was creeping around in a jungle and I was caught by Chris Luo.He held me by chokehold and drag me to some girl.Guess what I was wearing? Old Snake's outfit.WTF!???? I woke up at 12.47pm on Sat after that. -______-

I decided to make a list of things I will do when I get back just to motivate myself towards working to that :

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1)Dance practise and performance with IX
2)Teach the boy and prep him for exams
3)Work on my other side *Watever that means to you xD*
4)Play more games and pawn some noobs *Sucks to be you as said by Vivek*
5)Loose more weight *Yeahhhh*
6)Visit my Grandma and pay respects to her.
7)Go to 1U and hang out with old friends and IX
8)Date someone *LOL.Its a joke.No...seriously it is.*

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Till then,

From micky

Revived

Blog been dead for so long.I can smell it rotting from my Uni *Lolz*.Well Im gonna do a summary of my life before hitting the books on naked corpses again.

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Stupid Finals coming
*Oh great..and my Team Fortress 2 Account says "Congrats you have 70.7 hrs of gameplay" over 2 weeks.Im so fcked this time.*

I finally got all the NEW Sniper and spy unlocks *Note,3 ambassadors,5 Cloak and Daggers,3 Dead Ringers etc after 70.7 hrs of gameplay LOL*.Great!Somebody give me an unlock for Anatomy now.

Met a very nice person,Tara.Chatty and kinda friendly.My stupid Indian and China friends kept grinning at me *For God sake,I dun like ang moh girls and there's ntg to it....*

Im drowning in studies.Seriously wtf man.Screw u anatomy.Look at the bloody book!Who can memorise all the nerves and ligaments!!????

My bro used my Steam acc and it got hacked by some china bastard on a laptop with a kungfu cap.SCREW YOU for hacking my acc u dimsum eating bastard!

Robberies and crime here increasing.Kids aged 12 going on robbing spree with a serrate blade.*WTF*

Note to self,never record urself doing Gee or Nobody.Its plain sick *Blechhh*.ESPECIALLY GEE.NEVER.EVER.DO.IT! xD

I can't wait for the 19th.Im going back and its 9 DAY!! HAHA!!An awesome present for me after my bloody exams.

Im sorry to IX for not chatting with u guys a lot recently.Got lots to do like playing games *Whoops* ..I mean,studying xP No seriously...I am.haha

Im anxious to do Sorry Sorry fr Mlm Bakat.Only for that night Im gonna act like a total badass.lololololololol!

Korean females+Skirt+Nice frilly hair+Cute eyes=Ownage.LOL Nicely concluded.haha

Can't wait to kick ur ass Yuen Haw."Im COMING FOR U!!!!" Quote from the heavy.lolz

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Till then,

From Micky.

Whoa!!!!

Valve is sneaky.

'Nuff said...ENOUGH SAID! xD

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Check this 2 links to know what I mean.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTj6tauY1JU&feature=popular

http://www.teamfortress.com/spyupdate/

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Sniper update huh? LOL.That was some tricky thing u got us players there by,Valve.

Ladies and gentlemen,it was gonna be a SPY update ALL THE WHILE!!!

But wait a sec..that could also mean...the SNIPER and SPY updates are out together!???

xD

Till then..

Neorago (It's You)

It’s you
It’s you
It’s you
It’s only you
It’s you
It’s you

I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
I have no regret, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you

It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
“ It’s too late “ , but for me it’s just you
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah Ah

My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
I cry out to find to find your warmth
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you
For me, it’s you, it’s you
Why don’t you know, why don’t you know?
For me, it’s you, it’s you

Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

It’s you

I hope u see this..

Till then..

Mothers Day

From Taiwan

Im sorry brother.I shudnt have yelled at you today..

I hated the camera back then.I cried before she forced me to take the pic -___-

My pride

Mum...

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Always there for me.. (U support me all the way)

Always listen to me talk about life(Though I leave Girls out of the topic bcuz Im shy)

Always cleans up my mess (My bed is a pig sty,rmb?U always say that ;) )

Always dress me well and proper (I never really complained.Cuz my mum is a fashion designer xD,how cool is that?)

Always feeds me (Not anymore.Its my turn when I get back xD)

Always pushes me forward (And catched me incase I fall on my back)

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Gomapseumnida...Thank you mum.

When I was 1 u held my hands and guide me.

When I knew how to walk,u taught me lessons in life

When I was around 6,u made me snap a picture though I hated it so much.

When I was growing up,u constantly made shirts for me to match my Dad.

When I turned 13 u were still there for me everyday

When I first had her,u told me whats right in life and tried to stop me from holding her hand..

When I was 16,u told me to move on and forget her.

When I was 17,u dressed me well and made sure I was at my best for prom.

When I was 18,u showed me proudly to the world and had the proud look worn over ur face when u spoke to my Uncles and Aunts.

Now Im 19 and I still cry when I see you via webcam.
Back like how it was always....I have always been the same cry baby since young when we lived in Kuching.Though I have grown up to be a man now,Im still the same cry baby in ur eyes whenever u see me.Thank you for being my Guardian angel..

I love u..Mother.


Till then..

A Happy 100 post

Well I've been double posting A LOT recently so 100th post really served little value now.But anyways,I'll pop in a small celebration.When we reach 1000,that'll be the bomb.

So here we are.Emo shit of reality aside,I decided to let loose the inner sadistic side of me via Valve's Team Fortress 2.I couldnt buy it here No thanks to it being discontinued from production.Huh....way to go Valve.

The Making of a Sadist



The loading screen of Team Fortress 2 (TF2)

Onto the classes I play most

#1,The Medic
Frankly this the class I played the most and I love it!The unlocks for the medic's weapons are beautiful(I miss the blutsauger) and the ubersaw is brilliant.Basically I still go with the Uber gun but at times I just feel like going on a frenzy with my Blutsauger.*Be affraid..be VERY affraid,spies....*

#2 The Pyro
Sounds cute but not so cute when ur burning is it?I am a pyromaniac and I enjoy waving my Backburner around roasting the daylights out of players.I played the pyro 2nd best after my Medic and I normally love to savour the moments when I instant K.O. other players with the Axetinguisher.KA-BAM!!!!

#3 The Heavy
I play this guy when I pissed add the team.When I need the extra KAMIKAZE spirit to die with a vengeance,I whip out a massive Gatling gun and go crazy.

4# The Soldier
Last but not least,Private Twinky Toes.The Soldier is good and I spend the last Dec holidays mastering the rocket jump and ambush tactics.I experiment and failed numerous times *Rocket Jump only to land hard and broke my spine*.Now,Im a psychopath on a killing spree.I popped shrapnels into 5 aussie players last December when I played against them.5 kills back to back via Gold Rush.I love this class and normally play it when the game drifts towards the end.The gameplay of a Soldier is always exciting and never boring.

I need this game..BADLY

Till then

Downgrade

The LONG marathon starts now

My long journey home..

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Homesick

Tired

Stressed

Annoyed

Pissed

Emotionally unstable

Will explode when provoked (I swear to God I will cleave ur head with the kitchen knife)

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Humans are bitches...Anatomy is a bitch...Uni life is a bitch...Life itself is the biggest bitch.

It begins now,1 month to prepare for my finals.Exactly one month.I wont loose to those bastards in Uni.Just watch.I will be the victor and return home after that.I hate this place and wont bother to stay here for another sec.

Thats right peeps,Im having an exam soon.And if u think Im swearing and abusing the freedom of speech then screw u.Im really sick of this whole shit going on in Uni.Im waddling in this mud pile alone right now.Struggling against the current in the rain..alone.

Till then,
we got a chance to perform in Malam Bakat as a guest performer.Brian!!! Please agree!!!

I won't give up that easily..

And if ur thinking Im being a bitch then ur no different a bitch than me.

It'll take more than that to give me the lights out bitches..

Ignite that passion!!!!

A typical Monday for me in Newcastle

From the 2 big eyes of Micky ^-^

A rainbow I saw.It was beautiful and I stood under the rain snapping pics of it.It stretched from 1 end to another,makes u feel like wrapping it all up and shoving it into ur pocket.

This scene is above the Shortland Hub building.

Health Science Lecture.Seriously its boring.I normally fall asleep at the back or listen to SORRY SORRY at the back seats.*Wakakakka...sorry sorry xD*

Sumtimes when Im bored I make sketches and doodle on my textbook.Hehe..I saw her sitting 2 rows from me.So I decided to doodle when she was handing out free manual books to others.

But I dun always make sketches about girls *I know IX thinks thats my ONLY hobby ya? HAHA..sadly no. Xp* I drew this logo while the lecturer was talking about the Government of Australia.I saw the 9 on the slide and thought of IX..hehe

And so I drew the logo since IX(or 9 day) is every Friday now.Its our little code right?hahaha.So after seeing the number 9 on the projector screen,I missed home and my friends.SO I doodled! xD

The first sketch of the Ignition-X logo.I decided to use the number 9 as the background but made it curve more to give it a stylish image.The final design is the picture above.

Coffee girl.2 rows away from me,smiles a lot and is very kind.Voluntarily got up from her seat and handed free manuals to everyone.And the best part is,she skipped class too.Like me.hehe XD*Dun think otherwise k?zZ*

It was too boring,so after doodling on my textbook,I left the lecture hall to do other stuff in the library.Like reading up lecture slides while downloading Youtube videos of Factory Girl,We Got Married and Sorry Sorry.wakakakakaaka!! =)

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So my schedule for 2moro(Thursday) is to attend a Physics Research talk on the Aurora Australis research conducted by my physics lecturer at 1pm.Isn't that fantastic!??? It's a research talk.And Im going! Screw it if Im only 19.I know some basis on that cuz it was my SAM project last year.Huh..so dun mess with me white dudes xP Im going in a listening.Hope I can be a research assistant next time cuz I really luv Physics,especially space and radiation related xD

Then this friday Im going out with my friends to a party.Of course,I wont drink.Its my vow to not drink.But I will dance haha.

Here's the catch,Im going out with a bunch of indian and punjabi girls.WTH right?God bless me la...cuz my indian fren invite me to the party.I hope some nice indian-punjab girls intro some NICER msian or korean girls to me.=_= This is so stupid...indian music and Korean style popping?? Rightttttttt....gimme the Bollywood and the tree to dance with.

IX I miss each and everyone of you.

See you in June IX!!

Till then,This is dongsaeng Micky saying anyeong~!

Random-NESS

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Righto..here it goes......again =_=

I feel like teaching.

BUT dun get me wrong.Since I love physics..
and basically my course involves physics(A LOT)

I feel like teaching the kids in SMK BUD4
about physics just to earn some money.Hoho?

Yea..go laugh u bastards xD
Laugh at me teaching as guru ganti xP

I saw some person(who was my senior by 1 yr and happens to be teaching now)
and just got "inspired" to earn some money that way

I used to laugh when mum said GO TEACH those brats.
Im sorry mum.LOL!!!

Physics in high school...how easy is that?

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Till then,anyeong~!

Exposed??

*Wth? Another Char/Rau?Mu????*

While discussing the game Gundam vs Gundam NEXT with fellow forum members on Gamefaqs,I happen to come across and interesting image.

o_o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spoiler much?The image above shows the final 3 unlocks for the game.Its suppose to be some leaked secret by a Jap game tester I think..=_=

According to sources :

1) Finish the game ONCE to unlock Strike Freedom and Route E
2) Twice for Gundam Double-X and Route F
3) 3 times for Shining Gundam and Gundam Mk-II (Titans colour+ Kamille)
4) 4 times for Gundam EZ-8 and Puru II's Qubebley (Whats the point!!?? 3 Qubeleys??!!!)
5) 5 times to unlock the final MS,Unicorn Gundam (First picture from left) and Neue Ziel as an optional MA boss.

Frankly speaking I can see why Unicorn Gundam is put in as an unlock.Considering Sunrise is gonna release the Anime during winter 2009,they may as well hype up the craze among fans by making it playable in games.zzZ But another Qubeley?? Get real Capcom! =_= And why isn't Gundam 00 released as a unable MS??? I don't get it.WHat bout The-O? Then again this might be a false info.Gee..

The story for Unicorn Gundam starts during U.C 001 and fast forwards to U.C 0096,3 yrs after Char's Counter Attack.And theres a creepy looking villain that looked like a rojak version of MuLa Flaga,Char and Rau Le Creuset put together.-_____-;;; (Refer to image above for Unicorn Gundam vs Shinaju)

Unicorn Gundam (RX-0 GUndam UC) look like an oversized GM however transform to to a Gundam head when charged up.I bet Unicorn is gonna have some SEED like hack system since I saw its special ability already.A psychoframe overload resulting in speed boost and enhanced mobility(It transform when overloaded to NT-D mode).If there's a Char imposter,give me and Amuro imposter!!!! xD

Here's the catch about the New Gundam series coming soon,Minerva Lao Zabi is the main character's girl.*WTH!!??* She appeared in Z-Gundam as a kid and apparently "Grew up" to become the heroine in this series.Hurray! -___-

Till then

"Banagher Links,Unicorn Gundamu..IKKIMASU!!!"

L4D Survival Mode : A sneak peek at Valve's pathetic goodie pack.

Here it is folks!!! Enjoy!

2 videos made by me,its me playing L4D!!

Part 1 : Overview of the new survival pack.
Pathetic goodies include 1 FREAKING NEW MAP (1 ONLY!!!!??) and a New mode called survival.Basically u fight hordes and special bosses under the influence of time.2 Campaigns had their Vs mode version released.

Part 2 : Stupid bots

Updates on L4D noticed

1)U can't shove zombies infinitely anymore.4 times is the max before u have to rest and catch a breath.Continue shoving and u will get weaker and slower.

2)Boomer blast range and puke range increased O_O!!

3)A.I. killer AIMBOT downgraded their responds are slower and they now possess spastic heads.=_=

4)Lighthouse is a nice map.I can't find my way in.zzzZZ.I'm locked outside the building hence I can't play it!!!!!

VALVE..THAT WAS THE MOST PATHETIC PACK EVER MADE..PLS IMPROVE ON IT!!! >=(

Till then...

All the problems are solved.Thank you..U know who u are..
Trust ur friends...trust them and never let them run out of sight...

Heck man...hope I receive TF2 quick.Im dying from this worthless update.It's more fun to run steam and play as a Medic in TF2 afterall..^-^ Stay tune for more vids!!! xD

Betrayal or Betrayed?

Alright....I'll be frank.I kinda take things "over" sometimes *actually most of the time*.

Its just me I guess...Im a little more prone to letting my mind wonder without a leash.And yes,I know.If Im upset the whole world knows it.Thats cuz I go around pasting my anti-smiley faces on Facebook,MSN and the blog *Anti-smiley faces => :( *.I tend to cry more than an average guy should *Only when I feel I should* and I do tend to take heavy emotions as a fuel source to run my life.

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Whats the matter with me? Huh....being in Australia.Thats the problem.

This problem of mine felt like a scalpel slicing through my heart.It just gave me the unpleasant feeling of betrayal or being left out.This horrible feeling,it feels like before you throw up.There's that stupid effect of "pre-puke" in me.Whatever it is its just plain unpleasant.

Sometimes I feel like turning my back on things.I don't have the courage to go on cuz I know in the end Im gonna get hurt.I try too hard in everything.Thats my problem.Exams,Relationships,Personal interests,even games.I try too hard in them all.Its like a big gamble for me.Heck...life itself is a game to me.You either win big or loose everything.And in the end Im the babo *Fool*..I have always been one for Im naive in their eyes.

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I try too hard for my group sometimes and I feel like a burden to them after awhile.But people got lifes as well,after awhile it seeps in that another soul is gone.Its kinda weird how I need reassurance from my friends.They always tell me "No one will forget you" and the likes but it feels like there's no basis to that.I juz felt betrayed every now and then and tend to shut myself from others.I just feel that one shudn't be too close with every other human,cuz time can change.So can the human emotions with time.And thats what Im experiencing now.A change...from them.Trust is lacking within this formation..trust of me to my group.

And the moment I heard We dun have you in the plan it felt kinda painful.Maybe I was too naive.Or maybe the person was being too bold.He was kinda blunt and straight to the point.But I wasnt asking about that topic.I juz wanted to know how are my friends doing back at home.And yet he let those words out like a dog without its leash.I felt a snap once I read that.I dunno...it juz felt all fcked up ok?I...*sigh* I dunno what am I to do when I see them again in Malaysia.Maybe I will shut myself away from my friends.

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"We have to give it our best.In the next competition we're gonna put 110% in to it."

That line added more pain to me.It felt like a betrayal to me.But it wasnt their fault.I choose it.I choose to come to Australia.To this damned land cast aside to a far end of the world.Where the people here are frankly less on the intelectual level compared to me.I betrayed myself.I betrayed my heart,I betrayed my group..and so I will bear the consequences.That group is whole now without me in it.And it just felt painful,a competition without me.....and yet I tell the world I luv dancing.

Maybe I appear childish and naive in the eyes of my friends.Im easily fooled and played.With the right tune and notes,I will fall into ur play just like that.Guillible.And it hurts more when others say "Again?He is gonna quit again?Isnt that the XXX time already?".Or when they say "Geez...u always quit.Whats with u emo-ing?".Its like I juz told them a joke,neither of them take me for real.And they laugh sheepishly about it.I dunno what I should do..should I be angry,sad or annoyed?Or should I be all?I've been feeling this for so long.Ever since I asked them to join a competition during form-5 after SPM,and yet it was tossed aside.Or when I asked for we prepare a new performance and they just shrug it off....we have never changed.And yet I will stay loyal despite being treated low.

I felt cast away.Like I juz lost my home and I got no feeling in me.That determinance to continue living is lost.Maybe its cause I was distant away from them last time..

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Thats right...I'm feeling all fcked up bcuz of 9.
Go laugh.Go...

"There's a competition in late July called MOS"
"Give it all our best.."
"No,ur not in the plan."
"Ian and his friend came and told us.."

Those words made my day...by ringing constantly in my head.

Im sick of false assurance..Im sick of those lines you say to comfort me.

Why am I here......what am I to u,9?

A fool

Updates!

Yeap..been kinda busy (Tied down buy some shit assignment report).But Im back now,and My exam for Human Bioscience just ended.So for now....GAME!!!!

G.A.M.E T.I.M.E!!!! xD

Hehe...first up I got the Left 4 Dead Survival pack(I will post pics once Im done screwing my way across the map xP) and it is DISSAPOINTING!!!!

No joke...we FANS waited for so long only to have 1 NEW MAP and a NEW MODE??? zzzZZ!!!!

MAJOR DISSAPOINTMENT!!!!!! Come on Valve,you can do better than this.Seriously....

Oh well....maybe next time huh? ZZZ

I dun blieve the Koreans can't distinguish me as a Malaysian.LOL! Most of them were like...are u Korean? HAHA..If I was taller I could say yes.But God forbid me from lying by making me shorter.=_= *Nice job God,thanks xD* (And Korean girls would like guys that are taller...that figures.Im going nowhere.zzZ)



Till then

Here's a toast to killing zombies!