Thursday, July 30, 2009

Ice made from my tears..

I removed..my own post...

Because I believe in another chance...

I won't wan2 see that sad too..

I gotta give myself another shot at life.

Who know how long those otters will live on,thats why..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Words.

Frankly I never really hated someone before
Though me and my dad..
Me and my mum..
Were nothing back then,I never "hated" them till that extend
But...

I hate words..
You know why...
I really hate them?
Cuz they are nothing but words
Letters,Alphabets,Whatever u wanna call them.

Cuz...
They make me happy
They make me think a lot
They make me wonder
They make my heart go out of pace
Cuz...
They MADE me smile

Hell yeah,the number 1 emo prince from IX
Actually smiled,after reading those.
Smile for what?They are just words right?
It can't be that bad right?
Wrong..it is!

Shit...damn it stop smilling.
STOP! Gahhh I lost control of my smile muscles.
Risorius,Oppicularis Oris.Whatever it is..
I lost control over them,cuz I..
CANT
STOP
SMILLING
*fark*

Smile cramps...
Damn it.Why the heck am I smilling like an Oaf.
I feel worst than Patrick during It's Moron's Day.
But I dun wanna think too much.

If you meant it.Then heck yeah,smile cramps are worth it.
But....if its me thinking too much
Then hell yeah,I deserved every bit of that cramp from being the no.1 Oaf in the galaxy.

What did I see? Haha..thats for u to go wreck ur head about
And for me to keep up the smilling

Till then..
I've never smiled so much,looking at a box before...the hell were those people thinking when they saw me walking back smilling to myself..

The rose in the field...

Well I'm back in Australia.Yeah,came here to collect my stuff pack etc.Then heading back to get a job before the med semester starts.Though Im not sure when Im gonna start.On a second note,the main issue now isn't this.

Yeah,my issues with the Uni and Bank are all cheap compared to this.And no,my consoles and games are working fine.So there's nothing to that too.

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I juz feel...like questioning myself over and over again *Im not trying to commit suicide k!?*.Sigh..how do u explain these kind of things over ur blog.Its MY BLOG but I still find it awkward to explain it.Gee...maybe I can juz not blog about it right? :)

It just felt different when one of my buddies made a joke.I know its a joke but when ur mind refuses to cooperate and see eye to eye with ur heart.That really sucks,u know that feeling right?That trash shitty feeling u always get when things like "these" happen.

I knew he was just trying to pull my feet *More like pull my entire body*.But I just felt troubled deep inside.Its as if I care.Heck yes...I actually CARED.I did not expect that,I thought this was just gonna be another one of my fail attempts.But I actually CARED!?Amusing..

I've been asking myself at home,but more right after I boarded the plane last night.7 hrs to urself,and ur alone.Lots of things can go wrong.Haha..I asked if I was doing the right thing.I asked if I was going too overboard in some ways.I asked if I was being too mature and heartless in another way.I asked so much questions,I actually slept right in the middle of figuring it out.LOL.

Im affraid of hurting..but its not me thats the one to be hurt.Thats right,Im affraid and fear for the other person.For that soul is nice deep inside,though a little naggy like a grandma.But nice none the less.I wouldn't want to break any of those sensitive materials.So I asked myself over and over again.1 question led to another and soon I was so overwhelmed,I had to sleep to rid my mind of nonsense before I cause the plane to explode in mid air.

But that joke made me realise,yes I do care.I CARE.Which means,I know what that voice was telling me.Though Im wondering if Im too sensitive.If Im thinking too much.I used to doubt myself when I was wondering if I heard myself right.I doubt myself when my heart was beating the moment I saw her after our dance.Yes,she took it away,like A.Mi.Go all of it went with her.And for that one moment when we saw each other and recognised ourselves from Facebook,along came the sheep..

But thats not my problem,the most important think is I know what I want.And I make sure I know it right so as to not cause harm.

Yes...I am going sheep hunting.
And stay away,she's mine.

Till then

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Sheeps

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*Sheeps*

Green from grass,blue from the sky
It stares at empty space,asking why
For It's soul was touched,but by..?
Lying still,It gaze and cry.

Tears of joy,tears of pain
Make it stop,before it rain
For there is happiness,leaving me sane
The path remains shrouded,It chose this lane

The fog dances infront of you
This atmosphere is still new
Water,sitting gracefully as dew
It left,that thing flew

Clouds left the blue illusion
All thats left is you in my vision
For what It see is my mission
Whatever it is,my ambition..

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Till then,
Figure it out if ur smart..

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

It's here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1jZgtc_m34

Click and let that vid take u on and adventure ^^

Sunshine

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Sunshine
SUnshine
SUNshine
SUNShine
SUNSHine
SUNSHIne
SUNSHINe
SUN is SHINee

=P

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And u thought something salty was going on?Hehe...maybeeee.Or maybe UR THINKING TOO MUCH. =P

I've been sick since the Malam Bakat on last friday.Suddenly came down with cough and flu.My joints ached like there was no 2moro *I actually thought I lost my bottom half to a car accident...=_=*.Lucky thing this happened AFTER Mlm Bakat.Phewwww....

Can't jog,can't dance,can't eat 4 tubs of ice-cream in the fridge and the list goes on.But hey!I'm on "diet" u say,since that day so many old teachers said I've become ROUNDER than ever.Yeah,I'm desperately trying to gain back the body I got from 5 times a week Wushu training last time.

I've yet to meet up with Taylor buddies.I really want to.Miss the good old lecturers and Boss Teddy.But it juz ain't working.RAWR.

The next plan for performance I hope is Juliette.Its sumthing new and kinda difficult.But I hope we can pull it off.Besides...lets try sumthing other than "Dances in FORMAL attire" ok? :)
Im sick of being called a waiter,a groom and a guy from a gogo club.=_=
Yeah,I blieve IX can do it.For we will dance the dance,and snatch Juliette's heart forever away from that Hero who claims he loved her to death...Romeo. ^^

Juliette...ur heart belongs to IX NOW! =P

Till then..
Whisper my serenade..

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Message in the air

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No....
NO
NO
NO
I did not just say that.. >_<
Im such a moron =_=

People create their own sufferings....and it is up to others to remind them of it from time to time..


Well said...

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No wonder I failed after that year,I juz never learn....ever =_=

Till then

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

From the eyes of Micky,Part 2 : Tell me ur wish..

Alright,this is it.U wondered how our rehearsal went.Well it was good,but sadly we can't show u the video.1)Because it will spoil the fun for everyone 2)Because there's "someone" *coughs..Swine flu* giving comments that others might find insulting

To those who have seen it,please preserve the entire song in ur head *Though u might've already told others about our performance*.

Its sad to say,a new threat emerged.*Not like we care or give a damn anyway*.A bunch of amateurs decided to take every dance group on *With their leader being a class A moron*.I was surprised to see him yelling when others were performing.His members weren't much of a help either.Class A Moron leader and Class A members,a match made in heaven.

IX's juz gonna have fun and kick some nuts *Theirs specifically* on that nite.

And on one last note,Thumbs down to u Morons.
Thats my move from the dance.

From the eyes of Micky,Part 1 : Whisper to me,whisper my serenade..

Hey pips! I know it's been awhile since I updated.I'm OFFICIALLY BACK FROM AUS.Can u blieve that!? *Yeah man,I hear some of u moaning already.* I know some of u have not heard of me since BLA BLA BLA..*Some of u even wondered if my plane crashed or I might've died from H1N1* =_=

Well Im still here and not dancing to Thriller next to MJ,SO DUN WORRY K? LOL.I've been very VERY VERY busy with the upcoming concert(Malam Bakat aka Talent Night).Yeah..as expected IX is always 1)Last minute,2)Full of lameness,3)Talking about ridiculous things while practising and 4)Laughing and easily distracted(especially by girls,oh wait..thats me!?).This is gonna be a very VERY long post so stay tune.*Pics are included*

I'll be explaining along the way with pics.The Malam Bakat rehearsal which happened on Tuesday will have a special 2nd part.

=The pictures=



19th of June,at Sydney Wakapakao Airport *I made the name up ^^,God knows whats it called =_+* My plane had some technical difficulties.



Apparently MH-122's baggage went to the wrong plane *WTF!?* and some guy's Vegetarian meal had a 0.001 mol concentration of pork meat in it =_= SO,delayed flight.



The bridge I cross everyday juz to get home.I got punched here once...



!8th of June.I took this pic while saying this : BYE BYE U BLOODY COUNTRY HELL 'OF A PLACE.This was a sunset near the place I lived.



My outdoor swimming pool.Its not complete yet but I can still swim in the mud water whenever its too hot.*Its actually a housing area in development.I have NO swimming pool =_=*



Above the city I will stage the next terrorist attack,Sydney.LOL



The waiting area in Wakapakao Airport.Meet my 5 imaginary friends,Brian Tan,Pang Kai,Kai Yean,Ian Xi and Tan Kam.I was so homesick I actually called mum and msg Brian before getting back.



MH-122,bound to self-destruct 1/2 way along the Straits of Melaka....until the Co-pilot asked,WHERE'S THE SELF-DESTRUCT REMOTE!? A dumb Main pilot replied : Tak ada battery ^^



20th of June,on the way to temple I saw an accident.*Im actually excited about this =_=*
Some indian guy crashed into a Police car.*Now this is news...hehehe.Indian + the Police = bad ass Tamil Bollywood script.Im such a ba@#$%^ :)*



My mind was yelling GET OUT OF THE WAY BIKE BOY,I GOT A BLOG TO WRITE! And it better have pics too..-______-



Nice! Congrats to u Mr. policeman.Thx to u turning on ur siren juz to cut across the red light,a family of 4 Indians cud've been killed.Msia boleh eh? *Ps,he took out his MP-5 sub machine gun juz to get everyone moving along and not jam up here.I missed the MP-5 pic,sry.*



When I was on the plane right after watching some Korean show.



Another moment of BOREDOM.



3rd of July,we decided to sneak to BU3 to practise.But sadly,our Proton car can't fit 7.hehehe...SO we decided to KIDNAP someone! *The kidnappers from left,Me,Fang Kai,Nikki,Brian,Ian and Fatboy Kai Xi xD*



Due to privacy,we can only show u the car drove by Ian minus the No. Plate.Btw,thats my Mirinda drink Fang Kai =_=...



THE KIDNAPPED,age 19 aka Pretty Boy from IX.Yeoh Pang Yean.A lady killer in disguise....WHOOPS.My hand did it on purpose :X

On a short note,we could've gotten 3 traffic offenses :
1)Overload in proton car *Cuz of 6 ppl*
2)All did not wear seat belt
3)"I wonder whats in the boot..OH YA ALLAHH,THE F@RK!????"
Another guy (6+1) was found in the boot.

Btw,a police car drove infront of us on both occasions when Pang Yean was in the boot.It was 6+1(In the boot) for both times ^^



Went to collect my SPM cert and came across this babe.Hehe,congrats Blitzerz.Was kinda shy when Eugene asked if I want to go congratulate them.The f@rk man...Im 19 and still shy =_=
Anyway,I got to see the trophy and lay a thumbprint there hohoHO!



6th of July,one day before rehearsal.I came back from the planet Optimus Prime came from.This was a pic from Cybertron with 3 moons.hehehe....BUT! Which is the real moon?Go figure u smart arsess!!! xD

Certainly feels good to be back.I will write about Malam Bakat on the part 2 special.Stay tune!

On one last note,total randomness

To : Aus
I certainly DO NOT miss u.
I CERTAINLY will change course once I finish 1st year,to Med
I CERTAINLY won't serve a bunch of racist anti-asians.

Sign,Me.

Till then...