Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Dance with me..???

I've gone down to level 1.AGAIN.A noob if you will say...

I lost my dancing skills...*Rats..*

I recalled watching a bunch of guys dancing to the music from "Namhyunjoon dancing to Lee Jun" which appeared on Love Letter *Some Korean show for dances..*.Those guys performed during the Adventure run organised by SAC and I was kinda laughing my ass off frm behind.

Not any more..Rats,I cant laugh at them anymore now.Mirotic for me =GG.Cuz I dun have the skills.. =_=

Gotta start grooving like how I did till 3am last time..hmmm

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Sky blue eyes..

My dream came true.Well..kinda.Remember that ridiculous dream where I met all my highschool friends?Yup..I met up with IX.All of 'em came.Thats the best thing that happened this month.

We wasted no time and gathered at 2++pm at the Bu3 community hall where we would normally practise.Our dance group would perform on the 7th of Feb *That sucks...zzz Im gonna be in the plane.* for some Chap Goh Mei event and Mirotic is the focus now.So we wasted no time and got on with it.The moves for Mirotic are HARD.VERY VERY HARD.My muscles ache since Friday night from over-flexing and swinging.

Eugene would be performing with IX *Gee..I din noe that..zZZZ* and it was kinda nice to see him again.Though I was KINDA annoyed when he brought her up as an issue again.As usual lor...everyone would start talking about it and I was kinda uncomfortable.*I forgive myself over this so relax,I wont kill any of u bastards this time..muahahahaha.*

Eugene though nice was kinda rude at some points constantly repeating that Im a "pure kid" and was kinda "grown up and corrupted" now *Wth??....* While some of my buddies did talk about clubbing and how they lied to their parents,Eugene was quick to say Im a "pure kid" bla bla bla..zzzZZ.That was so rude in my face and he asked questions that poked the boundaries of my privacy la.. =_=

I wasnt quite comfortable hearing that my buddies who were once "good boys" as Eugene put it were having a go at clubbing.But its their life right?So I just wish they'll take care of themselves..This is just a friend's concern la..zzZ

Jasmine's post on addiction made me look at what I am now.it kinda scares me how DoTA can ruin up ur life.But that'll be another story next time.I'll post up pics next time.Till then!!

Happy CNY guys... =) This year is for the cows,Take any challenges by the horns!!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

A lesson bout Love

It came at this the time of the year.I was on my way to fetch my bro and my mum was driving.Naturally she started talking.
About love..

It seemed kinda awkward.But she did spoke about relationship and what can be accepted and what's not accepted.She brought my Uncle in as a topic.I looked up on this guy cause he is amazing.He can cook and work and play sports.I have 2 Uncles and they are juz cool.

Then came something I din noe..when he was 15,his cousin sister came after him and was "madly in love with him".My grandma rejected her saying that cousins cant get married *ZZZZZzzzzZZz snores * however the girl's mum insisted my uncle took her as wife.They married and things have gone down the road since then.She was the looker type meaning her studies were kinda loose so she din cope well in England.They divorced due to this pressure and now the present wife is a nice lady and she happens to be my aunt.

My mum was kinda nagging me bout not liking any of my cousins *None of them look right anyway..zzzZZ LOL jk jk jk * and she was trying to dig out sumthing from me.I juz kept quiet and sat still *Thank god it was night so she couldnt see me blush..zz*.I guess I'll juz slam it into the little closet tucked in my thick skull.

I dont nid to tell any trash cause its not worth listening to.

Btw this is juz a ridiculous section for today on medical EXAMINATIONS.
Check this out..I had to go for some health check and it required for me to remove some clothes..etc etc.

Then the doc's hand move to press my tummy and it felt horrible la.I was juz kinda twitched up and it tickled REAL bad.I was about to laugh LOUDLY... and his hand went and.....

Lift my pants up???

OMG....W..T..F...........


I din noe this was part of the procedure...anyone wanna enlighten me on this?Cuz I wasnt joking.He selumba lifted my pants up,and made notes after that...

ZzzzzZZ..Im not mandul yet la.I havent gone for the course yet. =_=

Anyone wanna try to answer this ridiculous sighting? *Dicabul..LOL*

Till then

...never was mine,never will be...Im really really sry.I dunno y Im saying sry so much.But yeah..if you dun accept I dun wish to be forgiven cuz I dun give a f@rking damn K? That's ur goddamn problem..

Monday, January 19, 2009

If...

IF I emo,tell me to shut up cuz life's like that...
IF I cry..tell me to put a sock in it cuz I've got balz...
IF I moan tell me I gotta put more masculinity in the right spot...
IF I whine..tell me to stop being a wuss cuz Im not 4 yrs old..
If I dare talk sad stuff to you..tell me to get a life and buck up..


Hmm...wat else I missed?

LOL

Im gonna stop being a jerk over that incident and regain my strength...for the new sem will begin.Uni life.... =)

A million trash in 1 day

Welcome John Ham aka FOO YOU HAN.
Hahahahaha..its so nice to see u doing fine.

My buddy that is rather talented in drawing*I rmb your pics and what others thought of it when they saw ur anime drawings...hahahaha*came back from Bandung recently so I decided to go hang out with him at 1 utama to catch up on life.

So its kinda mumbo jumbo.The usual talk la.Food,Life there in Bandung,Girls..etc etc.Its kinda funny how Ham(You Han)'s mum reacted when he asked about bringing a malay gf back.hohohoho..i swore I could've choked on my Ice coffee.haha..

While the 3 guys(Ham,Kai Xi and Sek Onn) ate non-stop,they were kind enough to drop me kao lui tips.zzzZZZZZzzz...wth la I dun nid extra classes.Then Ham brought up this issue."Her"..

zzzZZzzz..emo la again.Wth la I wish I could choke him with that piece of roast pork meat.LOL

Again Im reminded by guilt and was kinda emo-ish la.Haiz..its haunting me man.Kinda like a scary dream where you wake up at 2am to see urself sweating like nuts.

Im not regretting it but I kinda woke up realising that it's ntg but pure illusion.Much like a mirage.I dun think back of those times but I juz look forward and Im affraid she comes back to haunt me.Saying sorry a million times deepens that scar cuz I cant help but feel guilty.

Gah...where's my huge Buster sword so I can emo near it like its sum tombstone..LOL

I felt like I tricked her.I toyed around in some ways.And now Im guilty..and sorry in all the ways u can imagine.But I chose to move on.Sry...dun bother asking bout me k?That'll put more guilt in my little numbskull....pls I beg u.....

Taken from Final Fantasy VII Advent Children..*Flashback from Aerith and Cloud scene*

"I have a question..why are u here?"
"I think I want to be forgiven...yeah,I want to be forgiven.."
"By who....?"
"....."

Im kinda in Cloud's place now.Unable to forgive myself but see it as another fella's problem..

So you were kinda right Ham...me starring outside the Bbq restaurant was a way to find paradise then confront the problem..Im affraid.Haha..weird but true.I admit it..Im affraid to think about it.

What am I gonna do.....I cant emo my whole life right?? No way man...

......
Who's gonna listen to my bullshit and not laugh at me..not look at me like I sum jerk...?

Saturday, January 17, 2009

To fly off in peace..

Ok..this is it.Im leaving this country.Im gonna miss everyone of u bastards in IX*LOL*,my friends,my classmates and EX-classmates.All of you..


Im leaving pretty soon,*god willing* I'll get a flight ticket before 7th of Feb.This blog wont die off so dont worry.I'll be posting from Newcastle.

To all of you that I have known,If I did appear rude or self-centered at times...Im sry.

To my parents,thanks for giving me the unnecessary stress..I mean..Thanks for pushing me this far.I regret any mistakes and words thrown at you and I will repay u one day...

To the ppl of Malaysia if I have offended you in anyway either by my style of posting or etc..Im sorry too.


To my friends..if I have thrown my life story and cried a bucket of tears then splash it right in your face...Im sry.I noe guys are suppose to have balz *Right KM? wakakakakakaka...* and I noe I shudnt sigh and whine so much...

To my lecturers..if I did bother you with my questions at times that seem ungodly...Im sry.Thanks anyway Mr John,I love physics more than anything else.Lets hope my wife wont be jealous when he sees my affection for physics.LOL..jk jk....Im bullshitting again.zzzzZZ

To you...Im sry I made an empty promise.U noe who u are...and you'd probably dun even noe I have a blog..Im sry.I cant forgive myself still..but this is how it'll be now and ever...juz let go k?


Highlights of today
Well the Newcastle talk thingy was kinda boring.Me and Vivek heard the name Abirami from 1 of the seniors and were like WTH??? She enrolled in here too? Scary cuz we immediately looked at each other..hohohohoho.Suspense..is it really her??

Wei Jian did his O week at IMU.they had this idea of cross dressing during the orientation.And he recommend me to try...zzzZZ.Er...which girl will I dress up as? *Blecckkk...yucks*

I cant imagine myself as any girl..but if Im to do it maybe I'll try Tifa or Aerith..hohohoho..
Wait...why am I having weird imaginations in my head..I gotta go wash my eyes with soap.lol

To all my friends..thx for being there.

Im carrying the heaviest thing to Australia.But it easily folds into a small compartment to be kept.My memories with you all will go to my heart.And it'll sit there forever..thats the heaviest luggage Im gonna carry.haha

Tifa

Aerith

zzzZZZzzz..I cant imagine myself wearing a skirt.How did those guys manage to wear a bra in the O week? =_=....


Anyway..Im gonna miss each and everyone one of u corn heads....*sigh..ranting begins..*

Friday, January 16, 2009

A rock in my path to my future..Ver.2 updated with more emo-ness

Wait...so there is a change in plans.Im going to Australia but it'll be kinda rush.
zzZZZzzzzzzZZ <=== Im too free la...
Im suppose to attend the briefing session today and some ceremony on 9th of Feb.


That Pn Karamjit thing is kinda crazy but I dun have time for such trash la..
Wait....Im not emo.NOT EMO.Dun stare at me like that.And if my eyes were swollen its probably from late night DoTAs.Not crying..zzzzz
My hormones still in check la guys.Im still a guy.And will always be a guy*Bangganya..* =_=
The day u reach my soul is when I shed tears of blood and slap 'em all over ur face...
Till then I wont give up...not for u to see me fall..
Thx guys for helping me..and sry if I juz throw my life story at ur face..I appreciate all ur ears.


If I could emo I'd first have hair like this bastard...Cloud Strife.

Then Im gonna have a gud fren dead and grab his big Buster Sword and shove in to the ground like a tombstone..





Then mourn and emo over it like mad...Thats the way to emo...
LOL.Im kinda alrite..no need for emo la...hahahaha.Seriously its a joke.
Dun look at me like that.. -____-
*I pity u...u juz dun get it at all.....Everything and everyone matters to me!* As quoted from Cloud in Advent Children.
Till then..

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

To touch the mind with the shadow from my hand..

The title doesnt make sense.Yea I get it..

I was kinda catching up on world news and stuff *Clap and cheer for me cuz DoTA is no longer my main concern*.I was reading about the bombings (Israel Palestine news) and was kinda taken away by the conversion between me and Samuel*Sry ur name is here..wakakakaka*.

Maybe I'll give my 2 cents worth of view on this.First of all this is just wrong.There should be no fighting if there is equality and forgiveness.I was kinda shocked at how Sam was defending the invading faction.

"War is needed to stop another war." and that was what he said.Wouldnt that lead to endless torment?

Today you killed my wife and kids.Tomorrow I'm torned by hate and anger so I join the Jihad and become a suicide bomber to kill others.By doing this I just destroyed other ppl's life and this cycle will go on and on...I dont think war is needed to stop another war.That'll fuel peace efforts and understanding if the ppl themselves cant let go off grudge and the spirit of revenge.

However neither am I supporting Dr.M's idea of boycotting products from America.Thats juz plain stupid.Im on no one's side.Understanding and forgiveness is needed to heal this wound.But at this rate nothing is going happen.No one can forgive the enemy if you have juz seen ur own mother blown up or killed in a bombing attack.That sort of feeling is horrible...

I think that no one should pick up a rifle to shoot for revenge or to kill for their religion.That is stupid.Equality is in us all as we all believe in God.To kill to prove your loyalty to ur religion is crazy talk.There's no such ideal.Yea you're probably thinking that good ol' Ping Sern is being a goodie 2 shoes.And your gonna ask me what if my parents died in the hands of terrorist.Well I'll arrange a funeral for them and thats about it.It'll juz be that cause to hate sumone to this extend isnt the right way.Karma is the true justice and those who commit crimes will be punished.With this Im satisfied.

This is the worst way to start 2009...zzzz.Bloodshed and war as the appetizer to this year..what will be the main course then?

Damn I din get in UniSA...oh well.......

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Another day

Ok..so the previous post was VERY ridiculous *Although some might disagree..."SOME" *.Hmm...jokes aside,I decided to do some catching up with my friends.One of 'em is Nicholas Leong.I noe this guy since Form 2 and we used to be real good buddies.

How gud?Er...kinda like Zack and Cloud.Hahahaha.Thats how good we were.I'm kinda reserved so that'll make me "Cloud" and he's kinda hyper and slightly more mature then hence "Zack".He is known for his sarcasm*He has Jugs full of 'em and he dont mind sharing with you..* and I kinda picked from him this skill of being a typical "Jackass".My sarcasm din come from anyone else but him at first making him my mentor,haha.Me,Nick,Karisa and Michelle Lee used to be close.The 4 of us sit near with the girls being infront of me and Nick.

Here's the point of this sob sad tale.He and I promised and made a pact that we will create a game in the future.Back then my dream was to draw comics and make games.A game creator.My grades were kinda hung up in mid air from the fact that I draw manga stuff.1 week I can finish 1 exercise book with 60 pages.Thats how much I draw at home.After I completed my masterpiece,it'll go around for my classmates and friends to read and comment.Then came form 3 and I realised what I want *More like my parents told me what to do and I did it.. =_=*

Now Im sitting here looking at science stuff.Nick?He went to One academy and it was hell there for him.I kinda regret not dragging him to the right lane with me.The word failed had emerge more than once in the small pond at the back of his skull.I feel kinda bad for him..he studied till 3am/4am 1 day before a test and I kinda knew what will happen then.

His buddies turned their backs on him with one fella back-stabbing him.Here I am looking at my name in the papers and he went through that the very same day..

Gahh..I juz feel sad for him.His parents must've nailed his head with a jackhammer just like how I used to get it with a power drill back in Form 2.

Nick..find your real calling.I'll aid you if you insist on walking this path.Even if the ppl there in 1 academy ridicule you,I'll still be backing you up pal. *Just dun put pics of Shisha and Arabic words anymore for a project...I think thats crazy =_= *

___________________________________________
Ix is having practise today so I'll see if I can snap a photo of us.It's been so freaking long since we meet up.What are you thinking Brian??Sigh...what a leader.......This is going to hell real fast. *As quoted from Left 4 Dead*
Btw Hor
YOU STILL HAVE MY L4D CD!!!! GIVE IT BACK IF WE DO GOT TO CC NEXT WEEK OR I'LL RIP UR @#$%^&^$$^774 AND OMNISLASH IT WITH A SAWBLADE.
;)
Till then..may the war stop.May I stop emoing.LOL

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Boredom

Er..I din meant to take this GAY quiz.I was just pissed at sum MALAY who sucks at DOTA and kept "feeding" the opposite team.In the end the enemy was so strong my character pratically died in 5 freaking hits.*Damn u noober...I lost like crap..all my honor gone u dingo fish face.*

I never felt humiliated like this in my life before.Screw it la..its juz DOTA.Anyway Im gonna show the outcome of that stupid quiz..*Its not stupid actually =_= It's juz kinda weird..*



HERE it goes...

1. This animal represents the personality of the person you would be attracted to in real life situation.
You chose Horse - In a real life situation you would be attracted to a person who is unbridled, free-spirited and free.
*Hmm...Karisa was kinda like that...er..her??*

2. This animal represents the impression that you would like to give to your partner.
You chose Dog - You like others to see you as loyal and faithful.
*Thats the idea of a relationship rite?? =_=...*

3. This animal represents the behavior that would cause you to break up with your partner.
You chose Snake - Your partner is too emotional and moody and you don't know how to please him/her.
*I can do anything in the World to please sumone as long as I have the power to.Though I cant pull the moon closer to u if u wan.LOL.But I run out of ideas fast..so yea,I agree*

4. This animal represents the kind of relationship that you would like to build with your partner.
You chose Horse - You want a relationship where both of you should be able to talk about everything and anything with no secrets kept.
*Yep...that sounds nice.Then again.......*

5. This animal shows whether you are capable of committing adultery.
You chose Bird - You don't like to make commitments and are likely to commit adultery.
*HEY!!! WTH?? Tats bullshit k ppl? Adultery??!!! Dun look at me like that!!! IM NOT LIKE THAT!!!!* LOL

6. This animal represents your views about marriage.
You chose White tiger - You think marriage is something precious, once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
*This dun make sense..if I cherish her,why would I commit adultery?? I hate this kind of polls.But yea..I agree,I'll cherish her....*

7. This animal represents your views about love at this present moment.
You chose Horse - You don't want to be tied by a steady relationship, you just want to flirt.
*Thats it...Im gonna burn the creator's hse down.I dun wan2 flirt...=_=zzzzZZ Stupid poll.Rubbish la...first adultery then flirt.Playboy lor.Like wat Ms rachel said..wakakakakakakakkaka.*

*Recall from Taylors Yr book... potential playboy. -____-.... *

The results for the poll was kinda weird.ZZZZzz anyway if u think u can get a better score than mine go to Kokuman's blog to try the poll. *WARNING,Can be VERY VERY VERY ridiculous.Do it at ur own risk..LOL!!*

Oh well...I got my conditional offer from UniSA.Though there are minor complications.I have to thank Sien Hao for helping me.You're a real friend and you helped me willingly.*Say..how the heck you noe my apps was having probs?? Hmmm...stalking ah? Jk jk..hahahahaha*

So no more emo background.We'll see where God will guide me to...

Till then..

Shit...

Yea yea yea...I shudve did it earlier.I shudve bought a luggage bag when they had that gay sales in Jusco 1 Utama.I shudve bought a laptop when the salesman tried to sell me 1 in Low Yatt...

Ok.Im an idiot k?I'm really really sorry for being cool and relax.For being such a smug jerk.

Juz give me wat I want....PLSSSSsssssSSSSsss.

I'll do anything.ANYTHING.Haizzz....Im sry for being late.Sry for being an ass.Sry for being lazy.Sry for scoring 95.15..wait,tats wrong.Watever la!!! GRRRR!!!!!!


MY UNI APPLICATION IS NOT ON THE LIST??


GET REAL YOU AUSSIE BASTARDS...

T_T May Allah,Jesus,Buddha,Guru Nanak and the likes save me...*siggghhhhhh*

*Continues panicking and jumping up and down on chair till my application is approved.Bites fingernails due to nervousness*

I shall put my blog in black till my apps are approved as a state of mourning.A moment of silence please...

O==I====> (T_T)

Monday, January 5, 2009

Of Dreams and Honor

2009 here I come!!! *Semangatnya..*

Another year..sigh.More challenges and more headaches.I started of my year with Dota *ahem..* and after that I went to the Ed fair *5th of Jan*.

I wanted to do Nuclear Medicine badly.Im juz obsessed with Physics and Bio.My passion for physics started early and it's kinda fun too.I remember when Mr John was talking bout the PET scan,I was juz crazy bout that machine.Im not siao la but I juz admire that piece of body scanning crap cuz it's so advanced and amazing.Using Beta plus and minus to detect cancer is cool *Continues ranting bout PET till the next day*

When PET came out for Trials,my mind exploded to a trillion pieces.I went sky high and wrote everything I could rmb.My results for that essay was 16/16.Hehehe..chun leh?

Since then I fell in luv with Nuclear Med *Sounds wrong.. =_=*

Due to that,I signed up for Nuclear Med in Newcastle and UniSA.The woman at Newcastle was shocked to see my results and she offered me the spot in Newcastle immediately.Haha..I cant say Im not proud but I juz smiled casually.

According to my mum's fren,her husband said that this course is easy and he earns big bucks.I heard 10K +++ and my eyes juz pop.hehehe..hu doesnt love money? wakakakakka

Well on the other hand sumbody said that I'll be having mutant kids*like wolverine and cyclops?COOL!!!*.Er...the mandul thing kinda worries me.

DUN LAUGH!!

Im serious man.I cant possibly mandul rite?Or else no one would've signed up for this "Mandul course".Wth la...why am I so worried bout getting mandul.I shud slap that word out of my skull.

Another thing I gotta stop is DOTA.Sigh...I tried to limit myself but its kinda failing.How ah..?? =_=

My New Year Resolutions
1)Jog more
2)More work outs
3)Lesser Dota *Failing d*
4)Do sumthing productive *Anything as long as I dun Dota*
5)Lessen my cursing and racism *Im trying but whenever I see an Indian... ;)*
And I got this ridiculous dream frm yday night.Why am I flexing my arm muscle infront of....ppl? =_=lll It scares me when I look at my arm,its fat and...er...horrible! I gotta do pumps. X_X
Well,if I want to make those resolutions a reality..I gotta work for it.Dreams..haha,tats gonna help me to success.
Embrace ur dreams..and no matter what happens,uphold ur SOLDIER honor. *Quote from Angeal in Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core*

The best scene from Final Fantasy VII Advent Children.Omnislash Ver.5 as performed by Cloud using the First Tsurugi blade.

I saw my mum came home with a chicken one day and she hanged it to let the blood drip.I felt like taking all 6 kitchen knifes and Omnislash the chicken.hohohohohoho!! *Sephiroth will be the hanging chicken and I'll be Cloud with the 6 blades.wakakakaka!!*

I'll Omnislash slash the chicken till it becomes a pile of JUICY BLOODY heap of FLESH with RED LIQUID ooozzzingg out.wakakakakaka!!! ;) *I wasnt kidding,muahahahahahaha!!!*

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!