カミーユが男の名前で何が悪いんだ！？

SERAPHIMON!!!!!!!! xD

カミーユが男の名前で何が悪いんだ！？

HAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gundam vs Gundam Updates :

1)Strike Freedom Gundam unlocked
2)Route E available
3)Gundam Double X is now usable
4)Route F unlocked
5)Gundam Mk-II (Titans colour) piloted by Kamille Bidan will be unlocked soon
6)Shining Gundam coming soon

YAY!!!!!!!!! xD

~Eternal~

~Eternal~

Rainbows line the sky
For my path and yours went by
Till the days met an end,it was thy
In memories,for you all I cry

Separate,it was me in a foreign land
Isolate,I shouldn't make it grand
Banished,on the stone I stand
Waves chop,only to see names on the sand

Burried in me,I hear them calling
No one can understand them peeling
For who will see who I'm missing
It is none other than those I am losing

Memories,in a little chest
Images,silent in the head best
Voices,held next to me at rest
Pictures,kept blind as a test

This is for you,all of my friends
I really do treasure you all,..Eternal~


Thank you for standing by me whether u knew it consciously or not..

Till then

Sky Blue Eyes

Guh Jyuh....Nangeu yuhja Ga shiruh....Araso?

That first word can be very rude.But that's just probably me being burdened...

-Sky Blue Eyes-

And so is the fragile one
Once hurt,can't be undone
To feel the prick,you run
And thus head to the sun

Thou shed tears of pain
And so does the sky rain
Madness and possesed
Nothing but an ugly beast..

Lost,is your mind
Scars,on your heart they bind
Cut,your hopes left hanging
Wilted,your dreams came dangling..

You are no more for what I see
To lay down this weight for thee
Come the winds,set me free
The burden of truth,there is no we

And thus said,it shall be done
Face it,don't choose to run
Bitter,just grow past it
For I lay the blade,and be your Messiah...

The idea for that poem came from 1 source.The human heart..

Being very soft and fragile,it envelops our feelings.When properly given love and care,will blossom with the joy and smile as bright as the sun.

And yet,under ugly circumstances can morph anyone into a beast.A monster...Which sees nothing but the shadow of itself standing over others.For it sees that,It can no longer understand and take into consideration the feelings of others.

Compassion is something we all have.However given due respect,one should always appreciate this and reflect upon the mistakes made.Never turn this form of pity onto the person who saw hope for you to change.Never use it against them for it is you who will end up cutting urself.For it is you who will bleed to death,for it is you who will cry tears of blood,for it is you who brought nothing but suffering to urself and only urself,for it is you who will moan and scream in despair.For it is you who have met ur doom,I will no longer show feelings or emotions anymore.You brought it to urself.....you brought it upon urself.

Obsession is like venom.It slowly seeps into ur body through ur skin and creeps up to ur mind.Be it obsession over an Artist or singer,obsession over a movie or show,or plain obsession over sumone you love...it is never right to throw urself and ur entire future onto sumthing so farfetched as the above.For you do it..you are nothing but a fool.A fool chasing after a fantasy,driven to madness by wicked dreams...sadistic in ur journey to conquer that mirage that appears before u.I wrote this after seeing the fans react to the protest towards SNSD(Girls Generation) during the Korea Dream Concert last year.Speaking in a closer tone,sumthing not that distant happened as well which I found very disturbing.

For you lack maturity,in you there is nothing but twisted thoughts.Nothing but trouble and problems.Blinded by the illusion cast in ur heart,sadness leaks in gradually.And thus blinded by the fog of sadness u never cease to see past it.For all u see around u is sadness,u never reached the truth that was just a finger away from you.You are eternally blinded by the ugly lies and emotions that surfaced from ur petty thoughts..

Claims of some in you was met with the fact that you have none.You have yet to mature.For you never understood the feelings of others when u spoke,neither did you held back and think for a second.To grasp onto the rope pointing to urself,u have cut others in the process.To constantly flash the ugly facts u gripped onto,u lived a life of pure illusions that run on the fuels of fantasy.You have a cozy hut filled with the pretty mirage and dreams that u intent to catch.But to what extent?To destroy the other person and crush them totally?To not think when u speak,to boldly flash out the facts u think is right,to not hold back and feel other's heart,to not take into consideration how others felt,to speak of nothing but pure gibberish,to not feel the light or warmth from others...to live in ur own caged up world,to run amok among ur desires...u have shown me nothing but the truth.

Words like blade can cut through the thickest of feelings,the hardest of emotions and the strongest of hopes.Words like a pin can prick through the heart,can stab through ur thoughts,can scar the mind and soul.Words like an axe can cleave through emotions,can slice thorugh desire,and yet can hurt everyone else in the process.Yet,to witshstand all these I have come forth to show you the mirror.To bring to you nothing but salvation,to help u.To bring u a mirror,look into it.Stare deep into it.Reflect from it.Observe it.See urself on it.

And for time stood still,and everything dissapear to nothing..I hope you saw in you what ur shadows told me.Deep in meaning,u will drown.For I hope u will realise this.Heavy in weight,u will be burdened.For I hope u can see this.Painful in the emotions,u will cry an ocean.For I hope you understand this.

For I will now heave this blade,and severe the very bond that held those fine thin lines.


Till then..

Man brain

I saw Russel Peter vids on "Man Brain" and decided to do a write up on this topic.

Frankly guys can be a real Dodo head sometimes.....

I was watching We Got Married and the 30 yr old Old Fart(Hyun Dong) with Tae Yeon from Girls Generation really drove me nuts.

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Like when your girl says "My hands are cold" Ur reply shudnt be this :

Put them in my pocket. =____= *Right,as if she doesnt have one.*

The she might comeback saying But Oppa,I got 1 too!

Never say this...My pocket is bigger than urs and more special. *Moron.....this Old Fart is like hitting all the wrong buttons on a Dance Dance Revolution machine.*

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When given a chance to impress her infront of everyone,never do this :

Take it as a joke and fool around *You got that right..*

She might feel insulted. *Juz look at those glares burning ur skin and tearing them apart.*

Then...argue. *Lolz my favourite part of any show.*

Its just so fun to watch the guy deny all the stuns he did...only to end up with ChesongHamnida *Sorry* and look to the ground.Cuz us guys think its cool sumtimes to fool around and act like a Joker.The girl's probably thinking Sumbody gonna get a hurt tonight.. XD

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Well We Got Married is a make believe show where 2 Korean singer/star pretend to get married juz to get a feel of marriage life.It isnt scripted so what u read juz now was actually coming from the Actor's REAL man brain.And a guy can actually say "Put ur hand in my pocket".What sort of HUMAN logic is that?

Im a guy too and Im not one of those under exemption.I too "activate" the MAN BRAIN wrongly sumtimes and can say the MOST ridiculous thing u've ever heard.

Its time I took ROMANCE-1001 as my Elective subject in Uni.Wonder whether Newcastle got it.Lolz.And pls add some Korean Girls as my classmate in the process.. *Grins*

Till then

Im joking...no seriously I am.
Dun glare at me like that.... =_=

Oh Mona!!!!!

*Oh My...* In Korean

Too much

Overloading

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We Got Married Tae Yeon and Hyun Dong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

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KangIn and YunJi

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Tae Yeoooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!! Haha..amazing wife

Damn,We Got Married is a nice show

Till then

Overflow

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EMERGENCY..

Really Needed at a time like this :

Haircut =_=

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Seriously...I got a really bad shock when I saw how I looked like with a hat.I look like a girl with a broom-hairstyle.Geez..I may as well go have a sex change.=X *Im joking u bastards...^-^*

Anyway dun get me wrong.I like the Korean hairstyle but I just need to cut the back part of my hair.It really looked like a bush standing out =_=

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21st of April 2009

I love you so much

I really treasure you

Why do you do this to me??!!!

WHYYYYYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????????

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Eff you la physics paper.I study hard for it.I love you Physics!!!

SARANGHAEYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why you do this to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... TT_TT

Ok..maybe I did over-act that scene.And come to think of it,I did finish the paper.But I just spammed my way across the paper without thinking much.

And at one point the pressure was just too much *Recalls the lecturer saying YOU GOT 8 MINUTES LEFT!!!* Im not kidding man,at that point I just went into SEED mode and hantam the paper.XD

"SEED" mode =_=

Till then...

Eff u physics paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Freaking Retards

Hate me all u want people...but Im just speaking my mind now.

YOU guys are so damn fcking dumb!
Seriously..WTF is wrong with u people?

Did God missed out a small chunk of the cerebrum for you?I seriously pity you man...If I were u I wud be crying on my bed cuz I got a Physics test tomorrow.

Check this out :

Diagram 1

U got a square equally bisected to half.
They tell you that angle B is 5o deg and angle A is 30.

U would know that angle from 1 point to another is 100 deg as the square was equally bisected.
Then they ask u,find the angle between A and B.

Its 100 deg/2 ,Take the answer ans and minus 30 deg.So u get 20 deg as the answer.

Here's my point....

HOW CAN SUMONE NOT FCKING NOE THAT??? AFTER 1 AND A HALF GOD DAMN MONTHS...YOU STILL CAN'T FCKING SOLVE A CHILD'S PLAY MATH EQUATION???

Tell me bout it man...MOST Aussies are fcking dumb.Im not kidding.And dont think Im taking it out on them for no reason.

Check this out,I was in Anatomy class this morning and I already knew this habit for the Aussies.
They will put their foot on the check and rest it like that through out lectures.Even if there is a person sitting next to the chair.It is just so rude.

Today I happen to come across this smug B@tch who wouldnt even move her ugly foot despite seeing me trying to sit down.She had her little flesh packs placed elegantly on the chair I was about to sit down.Despite seeing my lower my body she left her foot there.Such a smug bitch.No moral values and just so plain rude to flex her foot infront of the lecturer.

Then later on at 4 I had human bioscience class at a lecture hall.This son of a bitch came with a rubber band and some test pads.

And being the mongoloid he is,he begun to shoot paper balls at the people beneath the stage.*We sat above and he lastik the students beneath*.What a Fucktard man.Such a whore's son.

The best part was instead of using his hand and test pad to make sum notes,he tore them up to shoot at students studying beneath.His Girlfriend was stupid and fucked up such that she encouraged him to be a hero even more.He then started shooting paper balls and would look at the girls for attention.

I was sitting at the back irritated by the sight of this faggot.Frankly I was praying that the rubber band snapped and struck him hard in the eye.I was dying to see him go blind.Such a slut fck.So annoying and they dare insult foreign students saying that we are rude and asking us to leave.Those fucktards with hairy arms and legs seriously look and act more like a primate than anyone of us international students.Just last month 10 Aussies bashed a Japanese guy outside the main road near my hse.Fun?Who's the bloody primate now u honorless bag of whore shit.

AND why the fuck do they have to ask me the same physics question?Cant they even get 20 deg?Are they so fcuking dumb?Seriously man...I had that question asked directly after the lecture about last month.Then we had group studies in which I obviously had no benefits from *I know everything already..they were too slow* and 2 guys asked me the same question again.Later on before Easter Break they just had to fcking ask me again!

IM GETTING SICK OF IT U RETARDS!
Cant u fcking get 20 DEG?????? Bloody alcohol tongs in primate hair.Such a bloody retard man.You cant even get a simple maths question like that.

Im sick of u guys asking that retarded question.

Go chew on Kangaroo's balls.Fcktards.

And for the record,Im smaller then u guys.But Im definitely smarter than the most of u guys.Wanna fck with me?Up urs bitches!

Till then..

Stop fcking looking at me cuz Im asian

The little bits in life

God save this boy....

It's 3.17 am and he is not in bed yet.Still wide awake and nocturnal for the past 5 days.Been sleeping at 6am hehe due to Games *Man I need a life,like some girlfriend or sumthing so that I can tell my friends a better reason for sleeping at 6am*.U guys get up and I juz crash onto the bed snoring.Haha...anyway I decided to highlight the little details in my life that would normally go unseen *I need a break from Digimon World 3,Patamon trashed every other Boss withing 6 hits!!!!! YAY!!!!!* <==I know..ur expressions are like..Wat the heck..? =_=lll

Guys this is a public announcement to u all.If I don't turn up on MSN tomorrow,pls attend my funeral *LOL I cant blieve I said it.* Im eating Tim Tam biscuits at 3.17 am.BUT thats not the point,the picture below that is.

18 April 2009 12.01am

Tim Tams just taste so good with milk.And I can't resist it despite the milk being expired 2 hrs ago.Crap...I might just die of food poisoning.Die from drinking expired milk? O_O...

Im juz too good to die such a low level and style-less death.*Wahahahahaa..High after eating chocolates*.

Imagine the Doc giving the autopsy :

Doc 1 : "We're done here and we found the cause."
Doc 2 : "So how did he return to God?"
Doc 1 : "He drank expired milk......"
Every Doc around burst out laughing

GG

Heaven's little delight *As quoted from Squidward before his foot massage on Sunday*

And Hell's little treat,expired Milk from Woolworths with luv

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I've been spending part of my 20 hrs singing.Yes...u heard me.Sing.The wrath of the Gods shall unfold on Newcastle for the ears of every angel will crack.hehe ^-^

It was kinda funny for me to sit infront of my laptop singing and imitating sum moves and postures done by TVXQ.Watching the Variety show X-Man in which guest stars TVXQ sing for other of their female counterparts made me think,What if I could sing a short verse for her?

Well I would obviously sing in Korean but yea screw it if she cant understand.I will hold cards with their translation as I go thru each line.It just got me interested in singing and the song You Only Love from TVXQ's 3rd album is kinda easy in low key.

SO yea....I felt stupid imitating and singing to my laptop screen so much that it decided to crack in joy for me =_=...
But imagine serenade and capturing her or any girl's heart thru a song and dance.Now that I must see for myself.One things for sure,my style of a confession wont be done easily.Its sumthing that will be special..*Cuz I can only dance for now..*

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Scope on the level of social interactions within the human population with regard to classes
A *worthless* short report prepared by Uni Freshman Micky

A daily scene in the fridge in my hse.Every bottle is so busy moving about with their daily lifes.
We shall examine them closer.

Chapter 1,Common likes attract different backgrounds
Observe the following,Pepsi,Milk (Not expired as it's my hsemates hehe),Random Pink drink and water.Different in taste,viscousity,nutrient content and color.
HOWEVER,universal and brought together by a common love.They are fluids.
Humans are like that too.What u like will bring me to u if we are one in thoughts.

Chapter 2,the refusal to acknowledge what is given despite being exposed to it.
A loner stands among nothing but the toasters.Despite being common in background still feels lonely as a result of refusing to acknowledge other facts that allow association with other bottles.
Some people are like this,withdrawn to the far corners of the space we all share common.

Chapter 3,the special fizzle between 2 individuals will stand through out time
The 2 glass bottles here are separated from the other bottles.Into their own World and self absorbed into nothing but each other *Note,both are glass and they hold water in them*.
When u see her/him,what do u see truly.Only external feelings or do you dive deeper upon looking at this picture?

Chicken porridge cooked by me. =) Nothing like a warm bowl of porridge to emo with on a cold day.U can talk to it before devouring it completely!!!!! xD

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The angel's voice

I hear it day and night,
Its cry that came with plight
The clouds cower for it was bright
Fearing it,he gathered might

A lovely voice hover
None other than his lover
Sweet nothings,2 doves
With them,infinite with love

The light cut through time
In fates hand,a flipping dime
For he loved it was a crime
Unsure , he chose that line

Heaven's choir began to sing
Along rained tears for that king
For the angels cried a river
And that flower wilt,his lover..

I have been wondering this,why cant I write a cheerful poem?I realised my poems have a lot of reference to Heaven,Angels and tears.I feel like writing sumthing besides Emo,Girl's beauty and Love.But I just cudnt until I saw this: If it's cheerful it's not a poem.Poems are about beauty/love/sadness.(from Kai Xi).

How true.Well,the only cheerful ones in technical terms would be praising love.Other than that its normally emos *Damn...!*

I need an inspiration to write a "bright" love poem but it just never work out no matter what!

Till then..

This is so burdensome..but isnt this what luv is about?I hope u wont shut urself away from me.Speak to me.......pls......

Dedicated to that person

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On one normal day,heaven's shine
The white light came,along a thin line
Heartbeats,but it wasn't mine
Anxious,dissapeared with time

That faint glow,beyond the door
And that smile,was no more
For you left,it was gone
Everything died,returned to none

A good friend.our paths crossed
Though you left,was not lossed
Miles away,our fates tossed
It was random,time wouldn't have paused

The smile as sweet as pollen
The name as soft as flower
The strong wills like the stem
And the touch like the petals

Thank you

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There you go,my poem!
Hehe..hope you like it! *As promised! xD*

Till then

And no,I wasnt talking to u ppl. =_=
It was ......

A moment of silence

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For you...

Thy saw the sky,all black and wide
Stars lay back,as though they glide
Hopes hang high,as they ride
A fool in play,now lost pride

Under the stars,silence came
A quiet night,and a picture frame
Wind blowing,shadows danced
The chill crept,who would've glanced?

Flowers died,the land laid gloom
The greens dried,a sight of doom
Those dreams cried,for the lack of room
The hopes tried,only to never bloom

Drips,droplets onto a pond
Creeps,emotions formed from bond
Rips,tears from those gone
Sweeps,thoughts turned to none

Of dark sky,in came light
Beyond those clouds,answered thy plight
Emotions over logic,it came bright
That glow,thoughts took flight

To embrace and hold on
To stay on not be gone
To receive it won't be none
To hope it won't be torn

Ripples crawl on the water's surface
Thou reflection came to my face
If fate was to shine on that place
I will walk over and envelop you in embrace....

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Alright people! EMO poems aside,I found sumthing so FREAKING AWESUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The unlockables for Gundam vs Gundam NEXT is OUT! And no.1 on the list is STRIKE FREEDOM GUNDAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FCK WEY!!!!!!!!!! xD

The official GvG NEXT updates

1)4 routes discovered,A and B(Mid difficulty),C(Max diff.) and D(Easy diff).
2)Route E unlocked.Strike Freedom is the final boss and once beaten will be usable along with Route E.
3)Route E gave insight to more unlockables.Double X Gundam and some shit ass ugly suit was spotted.
4)Z Gundam's battle music changed to Into the Heat of battle.Battle sound tracks sound better along with Graphic improvements.This might be for PS2 or PS3.TT_TT

Now for pics =)

Destiny and Akatsuki poses for my camera before the round begins.

Battle scene,Destiny+Akatsuki vs F91+V Gundam

The bastard we all grew to luv and hate,Shinn Asuka the whiner.Here's his victory pic.*His SEED mode eyes are red and creepy..=_=*

Palma Fiocina *Aka Destiny's palm cannons* blasting off.They really hurt like hell if ur suit gets blasted by one of 'em.A gud Destiny player can chain almost any attack with the Palm cannon. =O

Before the poor fella was blasted by the palm cannon ^^

Special weapon- Wings of Light.Destiny can reuse this attack provided it survives for 100 secs for the recharge process.Allows multiple images to confuse the opponent followed by an X shape slash and a palm cannon finisher.

The fool was shielded by Akatsuki's DRAGOON system.Destiny is a real decent suit *Though VERY VERY melee orientated* 700 HP for a 3K point suit is worth it.But its beam rifle leaves much more to be desired.

Akatsuki spotted in the game!This is Mu's victory pic.

Awesum intro scene secs before the round starts.Akatsuki had some modification of moves.*I hate u Akatsuki Xp...I prefer Hyaku-shiki*

My favourite hero besides Kira,Kamille.Z Gundam's special attack was upgraded.The Hyper Beam sabre move can be done twice given the right conditions.The vid I saw had Z doing it twice.

MS selection screen.The electric guitar here sounds awesum.The intro music and battle screen guitar sound makes GvG ost look like crap.*Hope its ported to the PSP*

The stage selection screen for random battle.I got a feeling this might be for the PS2 judging by how RvZ II had a similiar screen.Colony Laser stage can be seen.

Special Unlockables 1

A wicked ending scene with Kira in emo SEED mode

Victory scene with another Strike Freedom blasted to smithereens.Nice job player. ;)

Ownage la this picture.The famous Strike Freedom pose.Love this victory pose and it is a nice reward for players who won.

SEED mode activation after 100 secs of waiting.Grants infinite boost and SEED dash for 5-6 secs but it kills ur boost gauge very quickly.Can be combined with the melee techs for some killer combos

Spotted Infinite Justice by Athrun Zala as SF's assist.Uses the Infinite glider to attack u *I think the move was ripped from RvZ II but Wth la I dun care.SF is in!!!!!!!!!!!! xD*.Kinda slow according to players and the glider can be shot down.

Weapons.Main-Beam rifle x 10 (Can be charged for combine shot or multi lock-on)
Sub- DRAGOON funnels.(Can be released individually or in a group)
Sp- SEED mode
Melee Special- Issen attack (The wicked Kira slash done with Freedom,can be chained)

Poster boy posing for my camera before reciting his famous emo lines xD.Dissapointed fans say that SF has very odd shooting angles.He can shoot a wide range due to 2 rifles but it is hard to hit targets at time.IJ assist is also slow as they say =_= But melee range increases upon Kira going into SEED mode

Proof of existence in the game.All hail God for answering my prayers.Im so gonna pawn all those noobs with the New Freedom.See u losers in hell *Gives the thumbdowns xD*

Till then,

Im still kinda relaxed despite having a physics test next week.I think its my style of saying Eff u Physics test *As quoted from Su yee*.Well it has 7 'Multi guess' questions (As my lecturer put it.he changed Multiple choice to MultiGUESS questions.=_=)

Given the chance,ur mine.I will capture that heart of urs if u wud let me...and never let go.Ever...

Reminiscence

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Heart thumping

Felt like going nuts

Hands shaking

Body shivering

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I finally said it out...
I finally said it ou...
I finally said it o...
I finally said it...
I finally said i...
I finally said...
I finally sai...
I finally sa...
I finally s...
I finally ...
I finally s...
I finally sa...
I finally sai...
I finally said...
I finally said i...
I finally said it...
I finally said it o...
I finally said it ou...
I finally said it out...
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4 yrs....

Of foolishness

And now,the puzzle is completed,I know

But...Im waiting.

I dun give a fck bout that,Im here...waiting

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In heaven's pride that ray will blind,
A stream of light is to shine
In the darkness thy see that path,
I will walk it though they laugh
To take your hand and grasp it hard,
And hug you then to never part
If it is fate that blinded me to thou,
So be it...this heart knows no peace
until I'm with you..

Till then..

U remembered...? U remembered that Kira was my idol back then.And you were my Lacus then...

Phantom pain

You
4 years
Started sweet
Protective and loving
Rings,Keychains,Handphone and letters

You
Started with a hug
Voices,Eyes and Hair
Scent and hand
Thoughts and that braide hairstyle

You
Hurts
Break,broke,broken
Tears
Held on

You
Zombie
Void in me
Occasional anger
New passion dance

You
Prom
Cold,small,hands
Dances
Dress..

You
Can’t see it
Can’t touch it
Can’t hold it
Can’t remove it

You
Comes and goes as it pleases
Extreme pain during those times
Leaves a mark after its done
Hurts when u peel those wounds again

You
Guilty
Sins
I’m Sorry
To U and u and everyone else

You
I wasn’t thinking straight
I wasn’t looking straight
I wasn’t acting normal
I couldn’t cuz it hurt so much

You
U and u were sumthing
To forget
I felt so empty
Used,healed,soul


You
I was selfish
It was me
Me,I,Myself and only My survival
I was greedy to fill that void you left

You
Only to realise after 4 long years
You can’t hide the truth
I’m fooling myself to escape that pain
All those memories

You
I still visited those places
I stood at that tree
I stood at that counter
I stood at that door

You
I still keep that white bear
I still keep each and everyone of ur notes
I still read them every now and then
I still hold on that You will be back

You
But now I’m alright already
The pain is gone
I’m older now and much more ready
So be it…

If fate shines on that path,I will hold you in my arms this time and never let go….
Ever…..hamster

Me

Mae Yee sent this : Age character calculation

And it says :

Loyal and generous *Hmm.....really?*
Patriotic *Only to IX..lolz*
Active in games and interactions *Kinda..*
Impatient and hasty *Hehe...my gud buddies would noe!!! xD*
Ambitious *Yeap!*
Influential in organizations *Is IX and organization? =_+*
Fun to be with *Really?*
Loves to socialize *A little la..now change d ma in Australia*
Loves praises *Yeap!*
Loves attention *Agree,especially on stage!*
Loves to be loved *YEAP..*
Honest and trustworthy *Hehe..can be la sumtimes*
Not pretending *Most of the time...*
Short tempered *Definitely..Brian would know ^-^*
Changing personality *Emo 1 hour,then happy the next hour*
Not egoistic *Haha..rendah diri lor..*
Takes high pride in oneself *Honor!*
Hates restrictions *No horse likes a rope around their neck
when they run =) *
Loves to joke *True..*
Good sense of humor *Not really..*
Logic *Equals ZERO...trust me...mine is at a low level*

Till then

쏘리, 쏘리

Well my net died and it has been 2 weeks now.zzzZ Landlord said things will be good by 10th aka 2moro.Hope I get my net back,it feels kinda quiet and lonely without the net.I need my social life back!!!! >_<

Being alone in the room really makes ur mind wonder.I just felt lonely as usual and started dancing to Mirotic and stuff.Did some work outs and push ups juz so that I wont look at IX or my family photo album.If I do I would most likely cry a river out.Haha..Though I chatted with Wei Jian over the past 2 days,it felt like I haven't seen him for 20 yrs.That feeling..its really hard to describe.Feels like a knife running through ur heart when flashbacks come into ur head.

I juz try to keep focus by reminding myself that soon I will be in the plane and in the blink of an eye I would be back home hugging my parents.Im gonna ace those shit exams and kick those "maggots" ass.Here's to doing my best and going on a killing spree with my Anatomy,Physics and Human Bio text books during the 10 day holidays. *Fighting!!*

Guys...wait for me....Im on my way back home now....just wait.

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Super Junior's latest song (쏘리, 쏘리) aka Sorry,Sorry really caught my attention recently.I've been listening to it for the past 1 mth but the dance just gave me a new purpose in the dance world.I decided to learn the steps *at least some of it* and I already manage to go thru the chorus so far.hehe..hope I can carry some skills back to Msia.^^

The lyrics are kinda meaningful and it does in a way relate to life.. *Perhaps mine..*

Translation :

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry I I I first For you for you for you I fell fell fell fallen baby Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty Eyes are blinding blinding blinding Breathe is stifled stifled stifled I’m going crazy crazy baby

[Siwon] Inside the glaze that stares back at me
Inside the glaze it’s as if I’m
As if I’m a guy bewitched by something
I can’t even escape it now

[Kyuhyun] The way you look when you walk over
The way you look it’s as if
You came and stepped on my heart on the way
I can’t even escape it now

[Ryeowook] Wherever you go you confidently
Smile, your attractiveness

[Sungmin] A rare beauty and a good girl
Universally thought of

[Ryeowook] Proudly, without stopping
You’re really like a fantasy

[Sungmin] So much that people can’t change their mind about it
I’ve fallen for you

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry I I I first For you for you for you I fell fell fell fallen baby Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty Eyes are blinding blinding blinding Breathe is stifled stifled stifled I’m going crazy crazy baby

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

[Donghae] Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl i
When I open my eyes I think of you Hey girl
Asleep or awake, the truth is I can only see you

[Kangin] Tell me in your heart I
Tell me did I get a spot
Tell me tell me please
I’m stupid stupid stupid

[Ryeowook] People in my surroundings tell me
I’m too aggressive

[Eunhyuk] In this world that sort of person
Not as though there are only one or two of them

[Ryeowook] You don’t know you don’t know her
Words that they say in jealousy

[Eunhyuk] If you’re jealous of me
Then they are going to lose

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry I I I first For you for you for you I fell fell fell fallen baby Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty Eyes are blinding blinding blinding Breathe is stifled stifled stifled I’m going crazy crazy baby

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
dance dance

[Yesung] Hey will you come to me now
I feel like going to really go crazy yeah

[Kyuhyun] I want to only love you
I will never think of looking at anyone else hey

[Eeteuk] Rather than a lover, a friend
Is what I’d rather like to be

All of your thoughts and sadness
I want to keep

[Eeteuk] As if as if you might not exist
I love you so much
The person that I expect is you
that that that girl

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry I I I first For you for you for you I fell fell fell fallen baby Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty Eyes are blinding blinding blinding Breathe is stifled stifled stifled I’m going crazy crazy baby

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Dream performance at Malam Bakat...

It has been quite some time since I last stepped off a stage once I finished performing a dance with IX.I really hope *And pray* that Mlm Bakat will be held somewhere between June 28th to July 26th during my sem break.Please God...just give me one shot at performing Mirotic with IX.I will gladly do anything in return for this wish...just give me 1 more chance to stand on stage and feel the atmosphere of performing with the crowd cheering.Really miss those days.

My hair is kinda long now and it's costly just to get a hair cut.Thing Im gonna leave it long.Haha..I think cuz me and IX are already 19,we can do whatever we want with our hair so we might outshine the other Highschool dance groups.Hoho!!!! ^^ Imagine all of us with wild hairstyles while the rest of them had to go along with short cuts. XD I will do my best and give a 110% performance if I ever get a chance to do one in Mlm Bakat this yr.Hehe...IX can also do like what we planned during 2007.Pierce our ears.Imagine all the discpline teachers face! WOOT!! GG la..

We would look sumthing similiar to Lee Sung Min.Outrageous hairstyle + Earrings just to send our ex-teachers blood pressure sky rocketing.*Especially Pn Zubaidah* Hohoho ^_^

Till then,once this battle ends...I will return.

From FF VII Crisis Core : Though the moro lays barren without promises...nothing shall forestall my return