Sunday, April 26, 2009

Sky Blue Eyes

Guh Jyuh....Nangeu yuhja Ga shiruh....Araso?

That first word can be very rude.But that's just probably me being burdened...


-Sky Blue Eyes-

And so is the fragile one
Once hurt,can't be undone
To feel the prick,you run
And thus head to the sun

Thou shed tears of pain
And so does the sky rain
Madness and possesed
Nothing but an ugly beast..

Lost,is your mind
Scars,on your heart they bind
Cut,your hopes left hanging
Wilted,your dreams came dangling..

You are no more for what I see
To lay down this weight for thee
Come the winds,set me free
The burden of truth,there is no we

And thus said,it shall be done
Face it,don't choose to run
Bitter,just grow past it
For I lay the blade,and be your Messiah...


The idea for that poem came from 1 source.The human heart..

Being very soft and fragile,it envelops our feelings.When properly given love and care,will blossom with the joy and smile as bright as the sun.

And yet,under ugly circumstances can morph anyone into a beast.A monster...Which sees nothing but the shadow of itself standing over others.For it sees that,It can no longer understand and take into consideration the feelings of others.

Compassion is something we all have.However given due respect,one should always appreciate this and reflect upon the mistakes made.Never turn this form of pity onto the person who saw hope for you to change.Never use it against them for it is you who will end up cutting urself.For it is you who will bleed to death,for it is you who will cry tears of blood,for it is you who brought nothing but suffering to urself and only urself,for it is you who will moan and scream in despair.For it is you who have met ur doom,I will no longer show feelings or emotions anymore.You brought it to urself.....you brought it upon urself.

Obsession is like venom.It slowly seeps into ur body through ur skin and creeps up to ur mind.Be it obsession over an Artist or singer,obsession over a movie or show,or plain obsession over sumone you love...it is never right to throw urself and ur entire future onto sumthing so farfetched as the above.For you do it..you are nothing but a fool.A fool chasing after a fantasy,driven to madness by wicked dreams...sadistic in ur journey to conquer that mirage that appears before u.I wrote this after seeing the fans react to the protest towards SNSD(Girls Generation) during the Korea Dream Concert last year.Speaking in a closer tone,sumthing not that distant happened as well which I found very disturbing.

For you lack maturity,in you there is nothing but twisted thoughts.Nothing but trouble and problems.Blinded by the illusion cast in ur heart,sadness leaks in gradually.And thus blinded by the fog of sadness u never cease to see past it.For all u see around u is sadness,u never reached the truth that was just a finger away from you.You are eternally blinded by the ugly lies and emotions that surfaced from ur petty thoughts..

Claims of some in you was met with the fact that you have none.You have yet to mature.For you never understood the feelings of others when u spoke,neither did you held back and think for a second.To grasp onto the rope pointing to urself,u have cut others in the process.To constantly flash the ugly facts u gripped onto,u lived a life of pure illusions that run on the fuels of fantasy.You have a cozy hut filled with the pretty mirage and dreams that u intent to catch.But to what extent?To destroy the other person and crush them totally?To not think when u speak,to boldly flash out the facts u think is right,to not hold back and feel other's heart,to not take into consideration how others felt,to speak of nothing but pure gibberish,to not feel the light or warmth from others...to live in ur own caged up world,to run amok among ur desires...u have shown me nothing but the truth.

Words like blade can cut through the thickest of feelings,the hardest of emotions and the strongest of hopes.Words like a pin can prick through the heart,can stab through ur thoughts,can scar the mind and soul.Words like an axe can cleave through emotions,can slice thorugh desire,and yet can hurt everyone else in the process.Yet,to witshstand all these I have come forth to show you the mirror.To bring to you nothing but salvation,to help u.To bring u a mirror,look into it.Stare deep into it.Reflect from it.Observe it.See urself on it.

And for time stood still,and everything dissapear to nothing..I hope you saw in you what ur shadows told me.Deep in meaning,u will drown.For I hope u will realise this.Heavy in weight,u will be burdened.For I hope u can see this.Painful in the emotions,u will cry an ocean.For I hope you understand this.

For I will now heave this blade,and severe the very bond that held those fine thin lines.


Till then..

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