Being back at home...

Dear Oppa,

I miss you soooooo much o... really really... being at home is nice and all.. but i wish i can have my family and you both together... miss being cuddled by you... hehehe...^^

My duties at home is normally help my sis and bro to finish their weird homework... help out around the kitchen and play with my family... watching movies are a must... especially Bones... muahahahahahah!!!! My whole family is addicted to it...

As much as i wish to stay home longer... i wish to go back to KL and see you... watch movies together... have meals together... cant wait to have that Korean dinner together...^^

Yours Truly,
Alice

1.42am...A.M *At Morning*

What does am stand for?

At Morning.. LOL *thats what i always had in mind*

I was juz blog hopping and hop too far
*cough cough cough,ter-hop till the elder sibling's blog lmao*

and..I thought I'd juz touch up on certain things I left behind while hastily summarising my thoughts *refer to previous post*

Relationships can be strenious at times especially on studies and work stuff BUT..

not totally impossible *as shown by this lovely couple here who happen to be in what I'll be doing in the not so distant future*


Im not revealing names lol but I took to it that if they can hold it,whats with us..

Its not a challenge or a point to prove,more of I'm sure I got more effort to put cuz they made it possible and are currently enjoying each other's company more than ever while futhering their studies else where.

Thats awesome. Dar,rmb the tiny little beepy bo beep dreams we used to talk about

Like moving out and enjoying life *I miss living in Australia and waking up to real AIR..*

That bit,I want. PLUS u..and my medical books and coat and blablabla.. -.-

BUT! The point is that,right there! I nid u!
Yes!

Im sure we can pull it off.


Summary of what I just said,Im sticking to my plan of seeing u when I nid to and when u want me most right beside u.

And if 2 ppl on internship and hse call can pull it off to celebrate bdays,then why not us still studying uni students?

Its POSSIBLE!

:)

Right.. Its 1.48 After Mumbling *a.m* and Im off to bed

Haha,miss u lots dear

definitely will wear that lucky whistle everywhere and BLOW it when I can ;)

Oh-ho-ho! :D

Love u lots~
ps,we werent arguing juz now on msn..right? Cuz I never see us arguing but u normally tell me things like : "We're arguing ZOMG!" :D

hahaha.. imma smoothly slip my feet into the teeny tiny blanky like a cool fella now

See u in lalaland,beneath the stars :)

:D

Summary of my thoughts :

Exams juz finished (Yay!)

Hols begin and Im on my way to Pahang soon.

Miss u lots..

I understand that we cant spend much time prior to the exams (and even lesser in the future as im gonna have to buck up)

but I hope u stay strong..

Im gonna continue hoping u read the blog and come online..


Love u lots,miss u~

Somehow sumthing is missing in this hol mood..

oh wait! You~

lol :)

*Squish squish squish*

Away...

Dear Oppa,

Its 12.30 am and I just got settled down after arriving back at my house... My exams had just finished today and I'm free!!!!!!!!!! ^^ now i just have to worry about my results... hmm... well... your exams are officially starting today... I wish you all the best from my heart... and I pray that your exams go well...

Though its only been 2 days... I felt like I havent seen you in 2 months... I miss you so much Oppa... wish you can be here with me right now... board the plane with me... wait with me at the airport... wish you can do everything with me...

I dont mind where we go or what we do... I just wanna be with you... cuz I feel happy when I'm with you... we've been through so much... and everytime things happen we grew closer... and more understanding of each other... I wanna be together with you forever...

Can't wait till I see you again... ^^
Remember to write your blog after your exams o...

Till next time,
Alice

A reply from my heart...

Oppa,

I'm sorry for saying things that hurt you... And I'm sorry for not being strong... I didnt wanna add to your stress... especially at this time where we both have our exams...

Things had been really crazy and disorientated for me... Its alright about what you said... you arent harsh.., dont worry k? =) i know you're helping me... and i know that you believe in me... its just that sometimes when i ask you if you support and believe in me its not cuz i dont trust that you believe in me... Its becuz i just needed to hear it from you...

I didnt wanna increase your stress by calling you and telling you about my problems and crying over the phone... but... i still do it cuz you're the only person in the world that knows me and understands me... Most of all i know that you love me... and i love you so very much too... that's why i said that its okay that you didnt take me to the airport on Monday... and you dont have to make it up to me... love isnt about when you didnt do something you have to compensate it back... i dont want that... but if you're talking about celebrating our exams over then i'm up for it... =) Maybe this time we shouldnt spend too much on stuff... =P


I love you Oppa... and i always will...

Always and forever yours,
Alice

:/

Dear dear~

Recently it has been tough for the both of us.. The times where u'd cry when it gets harder to climb up a steep mountain.. The times where u'd call when ur thinking so much bout things..

Im aware that ur waddling thru mud and its diffcult to cross over to the other side cuz of all these things that are happening.Even Im drowning in the workload and studying that I have to do..


But I want u to know that Im always supporting u.I do think bout u and always do.And I miss u lots..

No matter how hard things go,Im there to tell u that theres no mountain man cant conquer.And it goes the same for u,I blieve in u that theres ntg u cant do or cant fix..


Im sry if I was too harsh.It was juz collapsing on me when things were so tight..

For now we both have things to do.I promise i'll make it up 2 u after the exams so that we celebrate together..

Till then.

ps. Im typing this from my pbl room. :)

Message from my heart...

Dear Oppa,

I miss you so much... I can't help but think of you every single second... I wish you are beside me every minute of everyday... I can't help but cry when I miss you so much... It just flows out... With my exams I feel so stressed that I can just cry everyday... I can't help it... I'm sorry for crying Oppa, I'm sorry for not being strong enough... Just wanna cuddle with you and not think of anything but you and us... I miss you so much... Its so unbearable without you by my side... I want you here Oppa... I love you...

Loving you always... and forever...

My reply to you...

To Baby Tiger,

First, dont call me mama kitty k???? Plz... i sound so old... i have a hard time focusing too...=( you're far away... my parents are in KL... they're bringing me to malls... shopping and everything... my exams are one week away....!!!!!! (heart attack)

I miss you like crazy... i've never missed anyone this much... and i've never cried so much for a guy before... i really miss you a lot... i wanna see you soooooo much... so much that i cant stop thinking about you... i dream about you every night... looking back at our pictures... i miss the times we're together... the happy times... the funny times... i wanna go back to those days and i wish time will stop then... so we can always be happy...

But i know... that's not possible... but i really wish you're here... everyday... i wish you're with me...

I'll stay strong and wait till the day we meet again... i promise...

Yours Truly,
Cuddles...^^

S.T.R.E.S.S

Exams coming.. She's away.. And I find it hard to focus..

God help me..

Im only right up to week 6's notes.

Rah! Gonna shove the other week's notes into my brain past the Blood Brain Barrier.. -.-

On an unrelated note,Team Fortress 2 is working on my lappy again. :D

Maybe the reason why i CANT FOCUS.. ugh.. fck that la -_-

Miao miao miao~ Mama kitty,can u hear baby tigrrrR calling?

D;

Till then~