No one cares if you walk away,
or have your girl carried away..

True, perhaps you didn't do anything then,
but you should have kept away anyways.

As for me, if only I realized earlier..

Regret is a feeling that doesn't manifest when we are conscious,
because we guard our emotions.
But play a sad song,
or show a sad scene,
or perhaps wait till the night is late,
when we are no longer guarding those emotions like a treasure chest..

It flows out, just as your tears will.

Why am I looking back again?
Honestly I have no idea.
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Without this happening,
I probably won't grow up and understand girls more.

Days fly by so easily when you are occupied,
and while it was hard to accept it,
and hard to go back to my friends because I can't face her,
all I can do now is stay where I am.

I have calm down,
I'm no longer angry or sad or feeling the pain,
and though I have removed people from my contact list,
it's only because I don't want to know whats going on,
I don't want to know your world.

I'm still fine being friends,
but that is all.

Friends on the surface.
I can dance, or work with you.
But that is all.
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I don't expect anyone to come and hold an umbrella for me,
while I stand under the rain.


Honestly though,
are you really happy?
Building a house from the leftover debris of a burnt one.

What are the odds you'd be able to hold her attention..

I wonder..