It so happen that I randomly came across videos of Suju waking each other up and pulling pranks on one another.

I remember back then when we had similar things too,
our group.

Be it, hunting for food because we were hungry
and then rejoicing when we finally found a shop selling cup noodles
or cooking it and eating it on the hotel floor and talking.

Or the times when we'd have trips, and have fun during practice sessions.

Good times, when there were no girls
and just us.

Now?

I have no confidence joining back
I feel uncomfortable
and I am ignored because you are in love with the source of my discomfort.


and then I have friends asking me,
Why are you still going back to them?

Real friends won't do this to you.


That made me think..