The Narcissus
The Holly
December
In Latin,Decem means 10.December is represented by 2 plants : The Narcissus and Holly.Narcissus : The name of this plant comes from 2 myths.One is that of the youth of Greek mythology called Narcissus,became so obsessed with his own reflection as he kneeled and gazed into a pool of water that he fell into the water and drowned. In some variations, he died of starvation and thirst from just sitting by the edge of the pool until he gave out, gazing at his reflection until he died.
Holly : A plant commonly linked to Christmas.
The birthstone for December is Zircon and blue turquoise.While the birthplant of December is the toxic plant known as the Christmas Star.
Sagittarius (♐)
Known as the 9th astrological sign in the Zodiac.The element is Fire and they are under the Mutable sign category.
Mutable Sign :
Mutable signs are associated with change and versatility. Individuals born under the four mutable quality signs are thought to be adaptable, impressionable, sharp, sympathetic, communicative,resourceful and restless, with a gift for seeing both sides of a situation at the same time and an immense desire for knowledge, variety and new ideas.
They supposedly adapt very well to new situations, possess much flexibility, seldom have any particular agenda and are perfectly happy to fill in an assigned role. However, they are also said to be inconsistent, changeable, nervous, indecisive and irresponsible, with a tendency to get wrapped up in tiny particulars. There is also a certain duality associated with all the mutable quality signs.
Mutable Sign :
Mutable signs are associated with change and versatility. Individuals born under the four mutable quality signs are thought to be adaptable, impressionable, sharp, sympathetic, communicative,resourceful and restless, with a gift for seeing both sides of a situation at the same time and an immense desire for knowledge, variety and new ideas.
They supposedly adapt very well to new situations, possess much flexibility, seldom have any particular agenda and are perfectly happy to fill in an assigned role. However, they are also said to be inconsistent, changeable, nervous, indecisive and irresponsible, with a tendency to get wrapped up in tiny particulars. There is also a certain duality associated with all the mutable quality signs.
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December is pretty much on its way here while Im typing this.But besides the Gundam game coming out on the 3rd,Im not looking forward to any shit.I dun see any spark in December and I ain't got the mood.There's juz not much anticipation after so many years of me celebrating my bday minimally.
This 10th Dec I'll probably be busy celebrating else where and performing at the same time.So I can't really dedicate 10th to u guys,sry...I got a lot of performances coming up till January and I have to fulfill my responsibilty to the temple.
Reflecting on the past mth,I kinda got tangled in many cross fire.Namely I still find it hard to forgive my Dad.And I'm still stuck occasionally on the previous crisis.I find it hard to let go,but after re-telling the whole shyt,I find myself trotting on the right path.And I hope to never look back.Some things are juz meant to be.And as I said,they are really meant to be left untouched,be it human or event.I'm able to stare at the blue sky and wonder what makes it blue now.Without actually feeling blue.. Besides,I feel stupid and retarded feeling sry for that kind of craptastic story.
This 10th Dec I'll probably be busy celebrating else where and performing at the same time.So I can't really dedicate 10th to u guys,sry...I got a lot of performances coming up till January and I have to fulfill my responsibilty to the temple.
Reflecting on the past mth,I kinda got tangled in many cross fire.Namely I still find it hard to forgive my Dad.And I'm still stuck occasionally on the previous crisis.I find it hard to let go,but after re-telling the whole shyt,I find myself trotting on the right path.And I hope to never look back.Some things are juz meant to be.And as I said,they are really meant to be left untouched,be it human or event.I'm able to stare at the blue sky and wonder what makes it blue now.Without actually feeling blue.. Besides,I feel stupid and retarded feeling sry for that kind of craptastic story.
I may appear angry,frustrated or restless.True,my heart seems a little jumpy cuz of the events and things happening.But Im juz plain dissed when ppl pop in unnecessary lines.Sumtimes juz seeing who says what is enough to make u scrunch ur lip up.Its that annoying.
I ain't in for any big surpise shyt either.I hate surprises.I've said it once,and I'll say it again.If its good then I don't mind.But most of the time its bad : eg. IX,today's practice cancelled! When im already half way there. -_-
Lastly,I find it ironic how some feel poked by my personal msg or shout out.Be it if its not related to u,asking is fine.But feeling a pinch?Whoever eats chilli feels the heat.Ain't mah fault ur feeling that way.Probably ur conscience reminding u of history based on what u read at present.Again I ain't addressing this to anyone,if u felt a nudge based on what u read its YOUR own problem.
1 year goes by,and Im much deeper in thoughts and actions.Ntg big to be proud of.I juz want 10th to be normal.BUT... I didnt say I'll forsake company.If u wanna celebrate sure.Its always good to have nice souls around me..
But seriously,I dun see it that grant.I was thought that way from young..
Juz having a meal and bday wishes is enough for me.
Juz lemme see what colour ur hearts are..
Mine is sky blue now..
What bout ur heart?
Till then,
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