Tuesday, April 20, 2010

You


~Her~

:DDD

You...

go by the name of Alice,Grace,Zi Xuan,Kitty,Yobo,Piggy,Cupcakes and all other sweet pastry that bakers ever baked.

Dislike taugeh,cheese and goey eew-ish stuff~

always like to tug and curl around my arm whenever it feels cold




The hairpin I bought for u~ :)



You like sleeping don't you? :DDDD



The face before she received a Piggyback ride thru Central Park on a Sunday morning and we so happen to strode past KAI XI's parents :O



The lovely Korean meal I promise u >)



The only pic I like to show around :P

Cuz I suck at camwhoring D:


You're a wonderful partner..

Muacks,saranghae~

Till then,

I wanna take more pics next time,so that I can work on camwhoring..
Help me,ne? :D

Monday, April 19, 2010

Tic Toc Tac~

Yesterday,I stayed back at home cuz I dun wanna go for some crappy BS lecture.. *ps. BS means Behavioural Science,NOT BULLSHIT* :P

Woke up at 8am and immediately started my day with a Introdcution to White Blood Cells and Components lecture.Started having knowledge diarhoea flooding into my Brain via the lambda opening of the suture posterior to my cranium~ :O Yes,I didnt BRUSH MY TEETH~ Or in the case of how I imagine my gf pronouncing teeth : I didnt BWUSH MUAH TEEEEEET~ :DDD

Now,while some of u puke at ur own food,eat it up and puke more at the thought of me not brushing my teeth and immediately studying,theres a reason.LOL. I juz dun feel like it. NO MOOD.I juz wanna study,get done with things and REST before my bro comes back and we play HoN.Simple. :)

So yeah,studied and made notes for 2 lectures followed by lunch *This time I went out with my teets bwushed* and more studying. In total I finished last week's lecture schedule EXCEPT for the Lymphatic system crap. -___-

Came back feeling tired and was about to sleeeppppppzzzzz when zzZZZZzzz

RING RING RING!

S.O.S

I saw a msg that made me fly off bed and sprint right down to the computer so fast,I made Usain Bolt and The Flash look like a lagging computer.Yes..Only one person can make me do that. HER! :D

She sms-ed me telling me bout her assignment so I immediately tried to contact her.Followed by doing quick search and squishing everything into 16 pages for editing.While doing that,I thought of War Machine *LMAO* and decided to watch the trailer for Orang Besi Dua. Lol~ *Fcking malay subs,i bet u GSC is sure gonna have crappy translations like that*

So yeah,I went and started working on info search without even thinking bout sleeping.Not once,not twice..not thrice.The sight of her in trouble *Despite she lazing off resulting in it happening* juz made me wanna dash there in a red underwear and cape saying,it'll be ok.I'll help u.

Well,theres ntg wrong with spending time.. And even more so about spending time with the guy u love~ :)
I juz wanna make sure that everything is fine too on ur side.. Lying isnt nice..and yeah,I know how it feels.But u know? Im also juz an ordinary guy.I hope to see u shine in ur own ways.Not obstructed or pressured juz bcuz Im in some ways "better" as u say. I dun even consider myself awesome.. Im juz a normal guy who happen to fall in love with a girl like u..

I felt so hopeless when u cried last night.. U told me not to go play games,so I didnt.But I juz sat there not knowing what to do.And when I called,u cried me the entire pacific ocean and I felt horrible..

We made this promise that we'd go thru things together.. Im still strongly into that..

Im sry for raising my voice..

Dear.. forgive me.

Im sorry.

Ya ampun~ :/

Till then,

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Counting the petals

If u think lovey dovey things creep u out *Especially those that I say :P *,then this is a WARNING to u to leave this page IMMEDIATELY..er....DIATELY! :D

I dunno bout u guys,but sumtimes when I sit down and remain calm *Geez..I actually sat down calmly without babbling or screaming for once*,I actually think of the NICE things I said before..
What nice things? Allow me to share with u then :)

In times of darkness..

I promised.

To love u forever ever and love u with all my heart..

To be patient with u no matter how hard the situation will be..

To provide with u affection,love and care and to watch over u..

To never leave u forever..

To be the most awesomest _______ *insert what u want* for u..

To bring joy,happiness and warmth to u in those cold nights..

To look u in the eye and stand on par with u,in terms of ur rights and power..

To carve out more beautiful dreams with u forever..


I..

Enjoy hearing u call my name..

Enjoy hearing u nag at me.. *ps.I still do LIKE peanuts :( *

Enjoy hearing u sing.. *Yes,u shud be like Asian short ver. of Taylor Swift~ :D wahaha*

Enjoy hearing u call me at times juz to listen to me babble nonsense..

Enjoy u feeding me cuz its funny yet awkward sumtimes that it becomes funnier..

Enjoy u holding my hand cuz sumtimes it juz feel odd and empty swinging around alone..

Enjoy u tugging my arm cuz I feel wanted and in a way,good~ :)

Enjoy u pecking me randomly cuz its sweet..

Enjoy u sitting next to me and juz cuddling..

Enjoy ur company cuz its the nicest thing ever..


Ever had sumone call u nearly EVERY morning at 6am juz to hear ur sleepy groggy voice?

That morning call is given everyday by this sweet young girl im in luv with.
Thank you~ :)


Till then

Monday, April 12, 2010

Angels


I found back my other wing..

Though torn and a little beat up..

I'll learn to fly..

again and soar the skies

With my Goddess,by my side...

Hate seeped thru my veins gone..

Anger flowing thru my body lost..

Rage running deep beneath my skin torn apart..

I feel light..

U are the 1st thing that came to my mind..

When I heard the bell ring..

my Goddess..

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Starfire



The place where I held ur small hands the 1st time..



My lily of the valley..
Have u wondered why they always droop down?

Bcuz they protect me from sunlight and everything.
Covering me gently with their petals..
And bcuz whenever I look up,I see u..
Looking gently at me..




I wanna be the sky that hugs u
I wanna be the sky that watch u bloom from behind..
I wanna shine on u till the day ur petals blossom lovingly..
And I wanna keep our hearts in that little hse at the corner~


Recently,I lost the spirit of blogging.. That little spark that makes u start typing non-stop. Yeah,I kinda blab a lot in real life *ask anyone*,and I do blab a lot online as well. Right,sorrrreeeeee if I blab a lot and somehow cut ur lines short sumtimes.. I noe,I do that without knowing so forgive me k? LOL

Half an hour ago,I stumbled onto my groupmate,Kim's post. I wasnt sure what was it as it juz mentioned : Kim updated his blog so I clicked it.And in there I found poems and the likes.. Which led me gently back to were I wanted to be at.. My little world where I can talk as much as I want within the walls built from the Freedom of Speech. I can let my mind run loose within the boundaries of sanity. I can be free... liberated.. without chains.. not bounded by the steel balls of life and expectations.. I am home,here.. In my own territory. U get the idea~ :)

And there it was,I found a small poem written for Her~ I meant Kim's her *I assume* :D

In that instance,I logged into Blogspot and started typing.Not bcuz I was inspired to right a post for my girl.But bcuz I found the spirit to resume blogging.. It seems that I've lost the mood to blog thinking that I must enter whatever that We did,or whatever that happened last week.. I forgot the meaning of a blog. It seemed more like a burden,that I must blog.. U noe? Like homework. HAHAHAHA LMAO -_-

Thx Kim,I've found my passion back :)


Starfire

A cold,lonely night..
The sitting stars,so bright..
Darkness,itself full of pride..
Refused,though the stars glide

"Shall we dance?" Thou asked
Captivating my eyes,they flirted..
Our hands,they grasped..
Onto something that glittered

For u cast a glow..
A stream of stardust..
Within the night,they flow..
Lovingly painting me,as u move past

To infinity,flashes went by
U caught me,right at that spot..
As darkness embraced the sky
U light everything up,dot by dot..

Slicing thru the horizon,a sound
For night passed the torch,u saw the ground..
The skies lit up orange,a new beginning
And night disappeared,still clinging..

Though u weep,stardust all over
And fill the sky with hopes that hover..
The sky clears up,night long gone
As it became day,forever with u as one

"Shall we dance?" Thou asked
Thy longed to,and answered
Holding onto u forever,climbing higher..
Always in me..Ur that little starfire

:)

Stars dun hide during day time..
They become one with the sky and the sun..
forever,till Night
before enjoying each other's company..
arm in arm,hand in hand..



Till then,

Monday, March 22, 2010

Begin..


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I think I owe a thank you to Ms. Wonderland..
I drown in ur eyes juz by looking at ur light..
And felt a magical touch all around us as I felt ur cheeks..
It juz felt weird looking right into ur eyes..
Cuz I cudnt see anyone else,and I felt ntg on my back..
No weight to carry,Ntg to hold my shoulders down..
It was all drained into a small bottle..
And u took that bottle away..
Somehow u did magic with it,and Poof it went away..
I love how u'd kiss me openly and peck me when u feel like it..
And I love it more when u hug me tightly..
I love how u'd tangle ur arms around mine and
drag me to all over whenever ur excited and happy..
And I certainly love it lots when u giggle at absolutely ntg
and do that "Oh Im so happy right now! :D" look..
The way u fed me..
The way u held onto me when ur affraid..
The way u leaned on me when ur sleepy..
The way u looked down when feeling held down by ur burden..
The way u hold my hands to ur cheeks..
The way u look at me in the eye..
The way u hug me from behind and ask for a piggy back ride..
The smiles and kisses u gave while I carry u..
The way u kick ur legs in joy while I hold u up in the air..

Put me thru winter and I'd survive all warm inside..
Bcuz I have u in my heart dear~

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From buying printers,watching dog training at 8am in central park,watching movies and dining to sharing a drink..

I wanna hold u juz like last night..

So badly :(



Till then,

-from me-

ps.Fulfill ur contract if u want to see me this weekend!
Thats all! Muack! :D

Friday, March 19, 2010

*Bang* (Big Awesome NiGht) :D


LONG storehhhhh shorttttt

Went to pick alice who was late for her tea party
(Oh yes,the rabbit was stomping and furiously pointing to the clock :D )

Met up with the boys from 9 *IX* lolz

Oh yes,there was a Bday kid,A squid,1 ninja gone rouge,1 noob cook,1 dancer and lover boy and a lovely *awesome* couple~ Wakakaka
Kinda sad,Michelle cudnt make it =/

Cooked at Bbq plaza and had a fun time
;)

Best of all,Ty bought root beer for the boys
*Aiya,why so many of u la~ Give some privacy~~ =X *

Hahahahahahahahaha! :D


Orite,done brogging

Blain shatting douwnnnnnnn~

*zips*

Gwudniteeeeezzzzzzz

*2.35am,Alice is so gonna keeeeeel me for brogging tis latteeee~*


Till then,
*Squish ur hand any number to the power of 3!* :D

*windows shutdown theme*